SMILEYFACER:D

2009-11-10T21:40:00.004+08:00

hello again. i watched my sister's keeper today with claire.
honestly it was suppose to be like 4.30 with ethel - cloudy with a chance of meatballs.
but ethel was bz Dx
so i called sam. and she was watching a show with her fren - my girlfriend's an agent
or smth of the sort.
she said i could join. but at tht time i was like heading for drama tuition. LAMDA on sunday Dx
ya... and i think she jz went for the movies completely forgetting abt me?
so i went out with claire thinking of watching cloudy with a chance of meatballs.
but apparently tampinese and century don't show it.
so we watched sister's keeper.
i'm swearing off chick flicks.
i feel soooooo drained. it's so touchy it kept making me cry.
and i don't cry often. cz it's exhausting. chickflicks ARE EVIL!
unless they're comedy., cz tht's just different.
and really it's just tiring going out. can't believe this week is gona be soooooo packed. with like church camp this weekend (14-16 nov) and LAMDA exams. which probably means i can't be at camp on the 14th and 15th. or mayb like not thre 14th night till 15th noon.
so ya...
so much for church camp. and i've been neglecting RG lately. i feel bad. but i've been bz. sometimes i feel i should just quit all tgh. but tht's bad. and i wouldn't know how to break it to them?
sigh*
so confusing
i'm feeling like SUPER DRAINED.
and like these few weeks like last week i had a dream of mother mary. and the week before or mayb 2 weeks b4. one with idk what. i 4gt. but the msg of both was to go for confession... i really SHOULD go for confession. I AM TERRIBLE. mayb it's really just my guilt playing with me. or jz a real msg from God almighty. i usually feel scared in these dreams.. like really scared. i guess tht just shows how sinful i am. and tht of the likings.
gah,
tired,. need slp.
ok will post again.. soooon...?
nites!!

2009-11-02T20:12:00.002+08:00

hello!
i had chem paper today.
and hell. i screwed it up. idk if i should be sad or happy.
cz my ans were hell retarded.
like u boil water. so water has little oxygen. and drinking low oxygen water at a high altitude (also low oxygen levels) would cause suffocation.
...
man i love myself.
xD
hhahahaaah hell retarded.
so kids. remmber not to drink boiled water. cz u'd die of suffocation :)
be safe now! xD
hahahhaah and i heard some st pat's guys talking abt their O lvls paper.
chem too.
and smth abt polymerization. and i'm like HEY i understand tht. and i felt smart for a moment. until i remembered of dying due to lack of oxygen from drinking boiled water.
i wanted to burst out lauhing but tht's weird cz i was sitting alone on the bus. xDD
heeehheeheheh
ok i should be doing lit now.
I AM A GENIUS! 8D

2009-10-28T20:29:00.003+08:00

hello!
i am like officially 15. SHIT. mid tens. OH NO SOON i'll be like late tens
and then twenties.. and then b4 i noe it i'll be like late forties with wrinkles and all!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
today...
what did i do today.
i woke up at 7 am to go to school. in a rush. and sweated like a pig after breeze walking from clementi station to school in 15min-ish. and i was carrying some ba kua bag with uly's clothes in it. it's tht bee keng duno what la. BRIGHT YELLOW.
freaking looked retarded. and when i got to school. Uly asked "why so emo?" then i said "tired" tht was the truth. and then he said thanks and asked if i took public transport i nodded. and i walked off. so did he. i bet he forgot it was my birthday. what idiot brother forgets?
anw so i had chem and physics remedial with yen yan. and vivien didn't come at all. traitor. it ended round 12. so 3 hr of sciences
then i waited in school for half hour. thinking by the my lit stuff would be ready to collect at 12.30 like teri and ms tan said so. hence i went to the staff room at 12.35 to find tht only my CR was completed. i gt an A-.
ok, at least it WAS and A. and gaya and nar were suppose to pass the msg tht things were to be collected on friday instead. apparently i did NOT recieve the msg and stayed back in school. freak. it then procceeded to rain like shit. and i got stuck in skool for 20 min. and then foun out the side get could actually open!
could u believe it?!
and so i went to take bus 197 (to my better judgement) straight to TKGS. cz i thought of visiting band. since HEY they're exams are over and must be doing their best at combine and all.
but nooooo! i got off 197 a whole 1hr and duno how min later (at 2.10 spef. got on the bus at i reckon about 12.58 or 1.)
to see xinying board the bus i got off. and exchanged a few bits of info. and HEY would you guess? NO BAND. O lvls.
freaks. _l_
and hwei said thre was strings.
and so i called her told her i was thre. and she said she'd come see me. so i waited. but she went off in a rush from the DIFF busstop at tks ( note i was at tkg side gate bus stop) cz she has string at some CC. and i saw dora, si en and other girls i knew from tkg. and i thought. shame. they can't recognize me. or wow. look at how lively they are. and i'd look up to the grey sky at wshed not to be in a puke green skirt. but tht bright green pinfore instead.
so i had to wait for my mother. and we went to parkway to have lunch. well my lunch. cz she ate alrdy. and we spent 2 hrs thre. me with my cook books in borders for idk how long. and went to buy her watch.
at least i bought my book : "the curious incident of the dog in the night-time"
and we went home to find dad cooking my dinner (arnd 4.30++) thank God i didnt have to buy the chickens as planned ytd.
i was on fb and then i read my new book all the way till dinner.
which roast chicked,potato and carrots, onions i had to enjoy it right? even though mummy took my pink watson doggy. planning to give it to someone. my doggy 3some became a duo. left with beige and blue. without the pink they look so sad.
even the pink dog looked sad. it stared at me throughout dinner. it looked like it was angry and sad at the same time. i felt guilty.
but i can't go against mummy now can i?
she refused to go buy smth for diva for her friend's daugher.
even though i was CLEARLY HINTING . no more like directly saying "go diva go diva"
like the hell!
and so i had after dinner thre was cake. swenson's ice cream cookies and cream. IT WAS AWESOME. like hell yummy.
but i had only one sliced. my wish this year was long.
but i hope it comes true.
and now i'm blogging after my bathe. 've been listening to band music since i turned on my comp.
i sure do hope one day i can play in a band again. or at least perform.
and this is how i spent my bday. no i haven't revised my work at all either.
this ppost is wayy to long to put FML.
but nvm
today.was.depressing.
love - aunty nyx. my significance is tht of an ant - - - - -

rain rain go away. come again anthr day.

2009-10-16T15:02:00.005+08:00

hello hello!
i'm like being a pervo and looking at albert's class pics thing.
it makes me realised tht my youthhood shall be flushed away in a shit hole tht we call NUS high of MATh and sci. forever be doomed to a life of probably only having 14 years of childhood.
that. is, SAD,
today huiwen ruthanne christel sheena and i were playing mango and like "step on the blue line" game. sounds soooooo primary school!
it was fun i guess hahaha until i got a splitting headache and stitches. i swear. never will i again sleep late on school nites.
i am always llike so pessimistic these days it has to be a sin i tell u. or possession of the devil
burn thy witch
nvm! i shall spend my hols doing smth not math and scienceish or anything for the matter. except extreme baking, shopping mayb i'll pick up pottery or singing courses.
i wonder what i'm going to do with my life. i can be like a full fledged house wife la.
haiiiiiiiiiiyo.
so much for entering a science school.
if only my parents would just let me quit school.
tht'll nvr happen
and it's been bugging me these few days why society considers like sciency ppl - smart useful, a wonderful asset for our country.
while artsy ppl are mental.unstable. redundant. useless.
it really is a pity
artsy ppl are awesome!!!
despite their mood swings and being like "cut off" or posses different views. they are so cool tht way. better than ur avg einstein going "e=mc^2." i memorized pi! or smth like "becz the electrons move in ......therefore....hence.....kinetic energy is higher"
..
...
if u think abt it sciency ppl are the worst. no creativity. not abit of imagination or spontaneity.
i am in no position to further insult. i have a limited vocabulary myself. haha! how ironic.
but seriously. lit class these few days is like ___________________ a dead heart beat.
no one answers the qn. just wait to be spoon fed. and when the silence is too long begging eyes shoot toward the teacher or teri to say smth.
can't u read it on ur own? can't u just use ur own opinions? or are u unable to generate them? by gosh. ripping off sparknotes. HOW VERY INTELLIGENT U ARE.
some kind of lit student.
world class i must say.
leaders of tmr. i'd much rather be shot.
these ppl? leaders?
are u kidding me? they are nice at heart and all but ripping off stuff and memory work isn't the way to go.
mechanical maniacs.
this world will go mad.
i think i shall end here. i shall continue being a pervo looking at sps 4e1 pics.
i seem so despo.
hah. RAWR. *BANG*
the end.

2009-10-14T19:55:00.002+08:00

*short circuit in the brain*
nyxican't believe u.
OMGGGGGGGGG HOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!
he said tht the cake tastes nice.
and i swear it only looks pro cz it was like in a package thing.
*bangs head on table*
i sound so spaz ish. this is worse than the sam thing.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
go study chem nyx. go study. u are a DUMB ASS.
.
.
.
.
- - - - - little ants hello.- - - - - - - - follow the trail. - - - - - - - - - -...
i wonder whre it's leading.....
- - - - - - - - - - - -
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2009-10-14T19:11:00.001+08:00

today.
hmn i slept at 1 am last nite and managed to pull throuh school. quite well to my surprise.
er,,, ya and i met albert today. i bet ms yeo must be most delighted.
and me being nervous again. started flinging piles of doo doo everywhre
i was beingmy noise shrill ish high pitched self.
...
AH WHAT A BAD IMPRESSION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
.................
*BZZZZZZZZ
ok i don't want to say any more!
have chem quiz tmr. haven't studied.
GRAH.
ok
bb neeeed to study!

i played volley ball with my wall today, it was fun =]

2009-10-13T20:04:00.002+08:00

today's cake was a success =]
i copied like the one from the anime i was watching ytd..........
i don't think it can be considered a cake though?
cz it's like crepe - cream + strawberries - crepe - cream + strawberries....
etc etc.

it kinda looked like crap.
haha poor Albert.

xD but it tastes ok. but tht's the miniature version i did to taste... but then again small and big thre's like A HELL of a diff.
hmmmnnnn.

OH i show u the anime just have to watch like the first 1 min and 20 sec of it : http://www.animeseason.com/yumeiro-patissiere-episode-1/
i made tht cake thing the girl sliced and said "i made it perfectly"
oh er
mine looks kinda like crap. and not straight or pretty.
PFFFT.

oh well, tht's what u get from trying to copy anime. and hey! i didn't have a recipe for it. so i'd say I AM A GENIUS!! MWAHAHHA

and i noe how to make crepe and tht marshay cream thing. TAKE THT! i shall never have to go marshay to eat their crepes again. ever.
AHAHAHAHHAHA
i feel so happy
PUA CHU KANG IS ON TODAY!!! WWEEEEEEEEE.

damn nyx go study, exams is 2 weeks less than tht.. away. GO STUDY!! u are a NOOBY!!
,,,, MEH.

ok ok PCK in 5 min. hahaa -just to kill time. what an ass u are.-
CYA
PCK IS LOVE!! LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
boomz.
-Neeeeekz

2009-10-12T19:47:00.002+08:00

i am absolutely terrible. so much for blog revival.

ahahhaahaha

u noe today thre was like this speech presentation thing in class.

and

huiwen and i presented

SHIT.

i decided to be an ass. and not go with the script. i HATE SCRIPTS.

so i improv. ish

kinda. terribly.

and it was like standing in front of the class i was like. OH FREAKS!

terrible. the class room never did seem tht big..

and the worst was thre were guys. i mean.. this stupid irrational fear of mine needs to be rid off. like NOW.

guys make me uncomfortable. unless they're soft, odd, or like well just nice.

tht explains so few of my friends are guys.

but then again. i found out tht guys do harbour like same emotions and reactions as girl. HAH! BET U DIDNT KNOW THT.

oh shuddup. i'm slow. goaway!!!! *flails* ><"

alrite. i'm just doing this for the sole purpose of not doing my trigo...tht is suppose to be handed in tmr..

and i havent started revision for EOYS AT ALL.

yet somehow i've got time for a tea party and go to ms keat's class.

it really makes me wonder what the hell i'm doing with my life.

oh back to the speech thing. ah freaks i tell u. it's like me reverting to my tkgs -AHAHAHAAH! siao siao* sentences tht don't make sense unless u have the same wave length as i do... FREAKING RETARDED!

and i bet my class was like dumbfounded. cz i dont talk. much. at all.

wallflower. loser.

AHHH!!!!!! OH NO! tht facade has been broken. uh-oh uh-oh uh-oh!

no more shield agnst the guys now.. *bangs head agnst wall*

seriously nyx. u've gotta get rid of this nonsensical childish behaviourof yours.SHHH!!!!goaway. ok i HAVE TO DO MY WORK. LIKE HAVE TO.

i so wanted to post the pics for octoburst today. but my dash board is being bitchy and refuses to upload my pics. RAWR i say RAWR.

2009-10-01T20:15:00.002+08:00

oh yay! my dashboard thingy is back to normal!! hiphip hooray!
now i shall start posting again :)
happy childrens day btw!
hahahhaa!
well anw. i just found out my genious idea to take "o" levels.. is. like. screweddd...
cz apparently we ip students can't take o levels. well locally tht is. OH BRILLIANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i dont feel like going to school tomorrow.....
BUZZ!
u noe sankar said i was wearing prostitutes clothes today.
it's just like luminous tht's all
lime green top and orange pants
like huh? what's wrong with tht la? HOW IS THT A PROSTITUTE? and it was like tshirt inside also la. freaksofnature!
that's the 2nd time i've been given such a prestigious title as such. a u can all go jump off a cliff. u doofus.
and anw
thre was the octoburst performance today. ya the sam's sandwhich thing. which apparently was quitee screwed up. the kiddies were like outraged. cz we used rice as ants. and sprinkled them abt. and they were like "THAT'S RICE! >:O"
dang cute la.
but then u noe i was like supposedly the narrator. until like i got put down to stage hand along with michelle. bcz maryanne and herald became story tellers instead.
ah pangsai la.
and herald aftr the show was like "so why aren't u guys acting" to claire (sound persong) and michelle and i.
and i was like..
u noe
awkward. nth to say rite?
i can't say "oh. cz u took my role as the narrator *sweet smile*"
tht's mean.
i guess God is trying to teach me to be like modest and stuff like tht. ZZZZZ
sigh*
oh no.
i dont like feeling crumy like this. it's freaking loser la!
thethethebirdbirdbirdthebirdistheword!
omg
hahahahaha xD
ok whatever i'm moodswingy today. ohhh dear..
cya!

2009-08-21T21:56:00.000+08:00

ok i have no idea what's wrong with my blog but i cant seem to upload pics!!
had kinda a horrid day today la
just found out about a few flirts

and i just now apparently
like
showed my nasty side to my dad and bro
and they said i have bitching issues
ya
i DO HAVE BITCHING ISSUES
and they happen just recently
well no
the serious ones are recently
but
like
wth! la i nd to stop being a bitch
but it's like i need my dosage of gossip and like talking rite?
aiya tht's not a gd reason
i nd to stop
and it was like. i was talking abt bgr somemore!!
my poor daddy must be like -when did she start getting interested in this?!
well sorry dad, we all DO GROW UP.
i just find it interesting la hmmnnnn i cant believe how ugly ppl can get bfs/gfs but like
i cant? well i sound so despo but it's like HUH?! i just dont get it!!!
and my maid
just screwed up my cookies la
measured 1/4 cup more of flour
i told her 2 and 1/4
and she put in 2 and 1/2
no wonder the dough is like shit la
I FEEL DAMN ANGRY/SAD IF I DONT BAKE THE PASTRIES CORRECTLY
ARGHH

ya and a stupid someone today
said smth incredibly stupid and untrue and got me into semi-trouble.
I HATE U!!!!!
rawr!

and ytd teri,sheena,christel and i went to swensons buffet at orchard
and i had swensons again today
LOL!
BUT THRE WAS NOT YAM
so retarded la!!!
WHY NO YAM?!!?!
but thre's like what milo, chendo, durian?
WTH!!!!! YAM IS SO FTW OKKK.
freaking losers anw i gtg la gdnite!
tmr samc!!

2009-08-16T16:57:00.000+08:00

oddy oddy odd. my this blogging screen thing looks odd. i hope i can post this one.

u noe i was like reading mangas on like mangafox (LOVES) and stumbled across this AWESOME MANGA - koi hirari
it's shoujo, ya shuttup
and i was like "KYAHH!" and "OMG NO!!" and " WHY CANT THIS HAPPEN TO MEEE!!!!?!?!?!"
or "HAHhAHA he/she SO CUTE!!!"
ya the usuall with constant tugs at the heartstrings which isnt very good since it's all like mangas
.... so ya.
and anw it's AN AWESOME MANGA! I LOVE IT!
it's about this guy of some renouned family and the avg girl
but the guy is really cute!! he's like cool, quiet, kind, TALL, handsome ,talented. etcetc
and the girl is like pretty, funny, innocent. and such
ya
so very very very extremely erm common romance
but IT IS REALLY AWESOME!!
:Q______

WHY CANT MY LIFE BE LIKE THT!! to have some rich kind smart handsome guy fall for u and be so nice to ya and protect u frm everything
.. SO IMPOSSIBLE TO FIND!!!! =///
RAWRRAWRRAWR
i just realized during chinese tuition tht. hey mayb i DO HAVE A CHANCE.. but then it's like
EEEERRRR
i havent even met the guy man. but he seems nice through smses.
HMN.
ok enuff of this i want a shoujo life thing.
ya
POOF
GO AWAY,

if life only could be a shoujo manga
then we'll nvr have to worry abt being single
=]

i sound so despo.
DAMN.
cant wait for the next chapt to come out
but it's the last!
NONONONONNNONO
Dx

alrite
i havent done any WORK/ REVISION/ ANYTHING this weekend.
HA!
i feeel just tht tad bit guilty but to hell with it =]
i should go do like work
or at least try the next half hour b4 we(my family) goes out to watch "UP"
HAAHHA x]
SQUIRREL!!
the trailer looked awesome =]
oh anddd
I SO WANT TO WATCH "WHERE GOT GHOST"
looks so nice!!!!!
<333
okok. i should go. byebye!
SHOUJOMANGASFTW!!!

2009-08-05T17:22:00.000+08:00

MANGA LIKE POSTTTTTTTTTT---------------
The last summer of middle school just ended.. and. yet STILL NO BOYFRIEND!
maybe it's time i start to go on the diet again.. i gained 1 kg T.T
but you know. high school just started and i met this really cute senior!!!
and today i just learnt tht i was jz taken advantage of!
"you are like wayy behind ur pastry proj *smileesss"
whispers to fren "it's free!!"
.......................
my heart shattered into like millions of pieces. I WILL NOT EVER LIKE A GUY AGAIN!!!
until...
- - - - - - - LAME LA NYX - - -- - -- - -
i very very de bo liao de
anw i Need to be like doing rev and studying since i like flunked my bio quiz! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
and like i freaking did badly for my chem quizes AND SCREWED UP MY PHYSICS QUIZ
FLLLLLLLLUUUSHHHHHHHHHHH
down the shit hole
my grades
BYE BYE!!
FLUUUUUUUUUSSSSSSSSSSSSSSHHHHHHHHHH-ED
aiya sian
quit skool quit skool
i am an EXON
I HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO FUNCTION 8D
i even screwed up the cookies i was making today for the year 5
cz i wanted it to be creamy and fluffy so i did the butter and eggs seperately and who knew tht the result was ULTRA SOFT
SPONGECAKE LIKE COOKIES
a total FAILURE
ARGH

aiyaaaaaaa how la need to study study study
I DONT WANNNNN
EWWWWWWWWWW
MATH AND SCI!
I EVEN SCREWED UP BIO!! I THOUGHT THT WWAS MY BEST?!
Dx
Dx
DDDDDx
ok i don't care la
i shall jz take O's and see if i go other JCs
if not i'll be doomed to a shithole for life
ARGHHH
bye bye sweet joyous youth.

BANANA AND DAIRYYYLAND YOU STUPID TWEEEEETSZZZZZZZ
CANT EVEN DO A FREAKIN NATIONALDAY PROJ!!
u NERDY NERDY NO LIFEING DISGUSTING UNCREATIVE MUGGISH BOOTLICKERSSS!!

- - - - - - - - watch the little antsies crawlies - - - - - - - - - -

2009-08-04T17:18:00.000+08:00

Hello!
it's been like ages!!!
oh fm static is awesome.
=D
well the 411s. i've went into a little depression phase and thank god tht's over =D
now it's like ugh. math sci. ewwwwww
ya well i noe so dumb rite? esp when i joined math and sci skool?
was thinkin of taking O's and going to like jc la but it's like i need to do super chionging + i dont thake ss
!!!
argh
oh well. see how it goes
HOSSAN LEONG IS 40!! OMGGGGGGGG! and i thought he was CUTE!!!!!
Dx
sigh*
i'm gona go jogging later
and betsy pissed me offed.
rawr
oh well stupid cow.
anw i havent been doing well in like anything so far. it's like all horrid grades i think i'm like lowest in class?
BUZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!
ohoh!going to idk whre this weekend =D
but like the hw Dx
oh well,, anw the ikea catalog was in the mail OMG I SO NEED TO DO UP MY ROOM!
i've been like splurging lately
rawr rawr oh i need shoes too 0.0
poosh.
well i meant to update more
OHH! RG IS AWESOME! LOVES~
-0nerdy nerdy nerdy0-
well now. errrrrrrrrrrr what did i want to write..
oh well i'll post some other time then. cz i hvnt a clue what to write abt hahaaha cya~

2009-07-01T16:42:00.001+08:00

it's been ages =]
i think i might have/am suffering from mental illnesses....
oh well doesn't everyone
and u noe tht's kinda like the thing for lit.
i might be able to score this time round!
tmr thre's like chem quiz
and POO
i didnt study suppose to be doing tht now...
...
SHUTUP!
ok nvm back to dling stuff 8DD

old geezer/

2009-05-20T20:43:00.002+08:00

i am being an old lady
sitting back and recalling the past and regretting my decisions.
i realy should have jz stayed in tkg. hu noes what amazing position i might have attained. *COUGH SL*
...
ya sl is nth much actually but idk it's jz tht i would feel like really great if i did become one. and it's soo cool though stressful.
and idk why i jz want to feel hw it's like being fangirled by ur oh so cute jrs who like bow down and do ur every command cz the're kinda forced to and well out of respect.
and i really miss band.. i really wanted to go back and visit today but apparently CHLOE GAN TOLD ME THERE WASNT TODAY so stayed home and "played" with uly's frens. alvin damian? abbeh. cancy dom leeroy adid shud rashida. movin. i cant remember alrdy i think tht's it
anw we were rockbanding and stuff... so. ya.. and really it was awkward cz i couldnt really jel with them.....
and i was thinking to myself tht if i only i could have liked alvin instead of sam.
and thn i was wtfing at my comments on how much more acceptable it is to everyone if i liked alvin or dom instead of sam.
zZz
back to the band thing.
really tht chloe gan. i'll skin her! tell me no band today
and now what? i next week have to go visit in like skool u? oh gawd then i'll have to go put my ezlink at thegate and collect it later. so troublesome!!!!!
GAH what a bitch.
ok moving on.
so i'm like watching all the tkgssb vids available on the best source ever --- youtube.
and well i see ms sia and the band.
and i tink.
wow it's been ages since she last scolded me.
and i miss the scoldings i've recieved frm her.
and no i do not enjoy them when i do recieve them.
but still it's so obvious tht she had begun to like me since all my other batch mates.. ORIGINAL fhorn batch mates left me..and it was agn somewhat. no not really obvious tht she'd pick me to be sl.
i mean cz she did nadira btr.. though she's nt really org.. but she IS 1st horn
anw WHAT EVER LA! pt is i'd really wanted to become sl
i tink i jz might be abit power hungry and all. but u noe how glorious it is to have a leadership position in a mainstream skool.
unlike cursed nus high whre half ur student population are all leaders.
it's jz a big bunch of bullshit.
really
nushigh is really messed up. they dont make u want to fight for a position which stinks....
what am i doing with my life....zZz

2009-05-19T14:07:00.002+08:00

tiff says:
Are you and terri going out this week

..::{ nyx }::.. [ all i ever wanted was a little extraordinary..] ..::{ MnM }::.. says:
huh? u wana come too?

tiff says:
when u guys going out

..::{ nyx }::.. [ all i ever wanted was a little extraordinary..] ..::{ MnM }::.. says:
we are not ==

tiff says:
at all during this whole week

..::{ nyx }::.. [ all i ever wanted was a little extraordinary..] ..::{ MnM }::.. says:
huhhhhhhhh
u really wana go out?

tiff says:
what do you mean by that

..::{ nyx }::.. [ all i ever wanted was a little extraordinary..] ..::{ MnM }::.. says:
please do note that no arrangements had been made to go out this week
therefore if you wish to go out
please make the specific arrangements with teri qian yi christel ruthanne sheena and etc.

tiff says:
ummm, okay.

..::{ nyx }::.. [ all i ever wanted was a little extraordinary..] ..::{ MnM }::.. says:
ya
so..
are u planning
on
going
out?

tiff says:
see first...

..::{ nyx }::.. [ all i ever wanted was a little extraordinary..] ..::{ MnM }::.. says:
meh.
k whatever.

nyx was being a bitch. but tht is her fault from disturbing my gushings over rhito and kento.

unlike christel she has no valid reason to stop me from my manga
zZz OCOCOCOCOCOC. not tht i'm not one.

shoujo mangas

2009-05-19T12:30:00.002+08:00

alrite so i've been reading my darling mangas again. i swore off them last year when i told myself thre is no such thing as a guy hu is tall handsome and has great characteristics and IQ. yes..impossible
and anw i am reading mei-chan no shitsuji - mei-chan's butler.
and yea i do have an obession with butlers and such. and all the ladies and their butlers are stunningly beautiful and well it's jz so swt cz the realtionship is mutual yet due to the butler- lady thing they cant get tgh. but they are awareof tht romantic feeling.
and i think it's so nice. and jz wondering if my life can ever evolve into smth as perfect as tht. well ya it'll never. i kinda figured. but anw i can keep dreaming.. actually if i wanted this sort of love life triangles and excitement it is rather easy for any1 actually. cz as we all noe poly guys and ITE ppl are super desperate. aand so are ugly ppl in coed skools or all boys. anw. pt is if i ever wana screw up my life creating a love triangle and spazzing abt hw K drama my life is i can. but all the guys arent handsome. orhave great character and IQ. so no.
ok i'm being really retarded blogging abtthis. bt nvm hu cares. nw back to my manga whre i'll spaz over kento and rhito sama.

2009-05-17T10:42:00.002+08:00

hello hello. it's been ages since i last posted
and
i will jz tell u tht i went to mona's birthday party
seriously. it was horrid.
michelle ewin sankar weiren and few other girls whose name i dont know but are apparently from nush.
yes
anw
the thing was lyk mona's GANG. from God knows where. i bet they're really jz random maple frenz called up and strung tgh
anw they were all speaking chinese in the very disgusting rough ah beng way.
and the clothes they wore emitted the neighbourhood sense of style.
and so it was weird..
mona appparently smokes and blew into weiren's fac asking if he smelt anything
tht sounds really pervy. but anw it explains her unique greyish skin complexion.
amd she wore this jacket thing which she din zip to the top trying to expose smth. COUGH. and her short shorts/ really not the best choice of chlothes really. cz it emphasized her ass. which was. i'm sorry. huge.
and he legs which went giggling with all it's happy cellulite as she jumped abt ._.
and ya. EWIN CALLED ME A HOOKER.
like. WHAT THE FK!
like c'monnnn i mean i wore a cap and lyk hillbillish clothes
so if i din wear the cap it'll look sloppy
with the cap it's classy.
and the shirt cz is was baggy and the opening for ur head was lyk those HUGGE kinds so tht the shirt will like sag on ur shoulder kind? yya i was wearing tht and most fashionable ppl would know tht it is called fashion to let a bra strap show when u wear his kind of shirts
why? because it actually serves as a "break" so tht ur shoulders look less broad.
like DUH.
anw. being nush ppl they're like
SHUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN.
and i was called a hooker by ewin
cz apparently thre was this thing going on abt buying mona condoms. cz teri and i went to 7eelven so they were like CONDOMMMSSS! and by they i meant weiren ewin sankar and michelle. and they were discussing who should be the one to buy it and who look the oldest and stuff like tht.
zZz retards. i'm still angry on tht fact
and when i commented on how ewin's shoes din match her clothes. she got pissed
WTH! i'm the one who should be pissed. U DONT CALL A PERSON A HOOKER! unless ur drunk tht is then i'll understand. but
WTH!
and yes i was going on abt the hooker thing at home to my dad and bro
and they're both like. well ya u do look like one with tht bra strap showing.
wth.
anw. it's asian culture i guess.
damn tht.

and i finally think tht i found out the reason for my endless fury toward my oh-so-adorable little cousin who is 7 and getting a BODY SCRUB and MASSAGE and u noe tht scrub isnt cheap it's freaking 20+ bucks for a stupid bottle of it
and the adults like the mothers are all like. AWWWWWWWWWW sooo cute!
....
i swear i just want to murder tht little brat she's wayyyyyyyyyy too pampered
and she DOES ALMOST ANYTHING TO GET ATTENTION. much like a cuter and younger version of serena. but the pt is she's young and cute so everyones goes. AWWWW hw cute and then laugh it off.
what a bitch.
and i guess i'm here being angry at this cz i used to get showered with this kind of attention too. and it's jz some kind of complex thingy. welll cz apparently the spotlight of cute little only girl in the family was robbed from me cz of tht little twit
and she goes arnd acting cute and stuff, what. the, hell.
and she cant even feed herself and so fickle minded and has such a short attention span. ok sounds like me. but at least i can bake HAH!
ok wth?
anw *swishes thought away
it's bcz of her tht aunty peggy came ytd to help bake muffins and such
seriously
tht little brat was the one who wanted to bake but i did all the freaking work.
buttwipe
she'll grow up to be a bum who gets loads of attention from guys esp
considering her bimboticness. which is a gazillion times worse then mine.
she's actually really stupid.
but the spazy type yet.
and so anw
she'll end up selling her body to buy prada or louis vuitton or smth
cz she's so challenged tht she cant earn money through an honest way.
and anw why am i being so mean to her?
she's only 7.
zZz
I HAVE ISSUES!
alrite alrite i should go and rot my week away now.
zzz. cya =]

egoistical post.

2009-05-07T15:07:00.001+08:00

and so by the title of this
yes. u roughly noe what kind of crap i wish to talk abt
as u may alrdy/ don't know.
i have a quite large ego for a girl.
well at least i think i do. i hate ppl telling me i'm wrong
but apparently now i dont give a damn cz i'm ALWAYS wrong
so boo.
anw.
i was gona say tht i was bitching on train with teri jz now. we went to have pepper lunch at taka.
so ya.
and then we were talking abt serena tiffany ewin skunk etc
and then we were saying hw monstorous some of them are
and hw they have issues
and i noe some of this ppl i listed read my blog.
but u noe what it's MY ON9 diary i write what i wish.
so boohoo u.
and so we talking abt hw gigantic some were and some emitt a weird smell and it's jz so odd.
oh
esp *i am sorry* tiffany
cz she was all like "i cant live without guys" which teri took as an insult and i kinda was.. well not realy.. ok fine i was expecting tht.
and anw.
we were thinking hw she'd got to THT kind of size. i mean it is hard. well usually fats are like thigh area and tummy buldges out in the front. but it is rather hard to get lyk horizontally tubby
ya.
and being a guy lover. wouldn't it make sense. in order to attract the guy
u'd be skinny. and try as much as possible to make urself look pretty pretty
but the thing is
she eats what she wishes and i've nver recalled her eating grns
it was either chocolate or fried food.
and being a teen girl
shouldn't she be at least a little consious of her weight?
she has the i praise u u praise me thing goin on
the one in primary skool whre u go:
Person 1: ah my drawing so ugly! ur drawing so pretty lehhh!
person 2: HUH? NO LA. urs nicer!
person1 :NOO urs!
person2: NOOOOOOOOOOOOO! URS!
andthen u both sit thre hpy tht someone thinks ur drawing is pretty.
ok whtever
so ya.
and i took a train back with her once and it was travelling in the tunnel so u can like see ur reflection? and i felt so good. cz beside her i actually looked good. for once. even in skool U.
hahaha. but teri said tht she doesnt lyk tht cz it downgrades onesself into her standard.
hm. i rather take the positive light and jz keep thinking i look better :) and yes i do think i'm rather pretty compared to the girls in my skool.
i mean they arent really ugly. but they're not really pretty
i'm not really pretty but prettier then them dare i say.
and i noe i dont have lyk the nicest looking skinny body but nvm tht
cz at least my face is quiteee pleasent if i smile.
and anw back to the bitchings
ya we were toking of them being social mis fits and hw disgusting it is to become one of the lame disgusting freaks we associate with.
no offence to the Nushians.
but seriously u guys talk abt the weirdest
no OLDEST shit.
it's lyk the stuff we were toking in lyk primary skool? like c'mon ur freaking sec 3
and stil so childish. TSK.
anw
i really dont wana become lyk tht
though i have in some manner when i walk i'll think "i'm travelling __ at _ m/s"
and tht day when i was climbing the skool steps.
i am moving in the Y axis!
yes idk wht the hell i was doing.
ok whtever the case is
i hope i dont become a social misfit by the end of my 4 yrs stay
the longest in any skool not counting kindergarten.
and so i shall end here
cz i'm too ass lazy to type and well i shant rant anymore of the bitchings b4 i get bashed up by them.

nyx has issues saying NO.

2009-04-29T19:25:00.002+08:00

tomorrow iss is... cross country
boohoo.
i dont get the Fun run part
oh gosh what's so fun abt running (yes this explains all this blubber on me)
and anyways i flunked my chinese oral
so i've decided.
that i'll do posts in chinese at least once a.. week..
month,,,
WELL once every so often.
anw point being my chinese sux
and nds to be improved by many methods
grawr
so horrid
i spoke lyk some stupid american hu juz learnt chinese.
gosh.
anddddddddddddddddddd i jz made some honey lemon drink. and well 1st time. and i'm gona freeze them and tmr let it melt as cross country progesses. so tht thre's nice cold drink
i made 3 bottles.
one for myself
my retarded brother i dont wan him spending unnecessary money.
and................
... dont laugh
sam.
well i noe i probably wont be giving it to him
but i'll jz bring tht 3rd bottle along
JZ in case i decide to let my instincts take me again. like whenever i'm in a dilemma.
so hahaha
alrite.
i nd to do my CR
i really am jz doing this to not do CR GAH
cya

2009-04-26T19:15:00.002+08:00

i was jz listening to connie tablot's songs.
and i LOVE THEM
her voice is so clear' so pure so innocent. so cute. and they sound lyk some adult acting cute but then u find out its a 6 yr old
and I LOVE HER!
and tht new girl hollie steel
she's awesome too 10 only and tht awesome powerful voice.
and now i'm here thinking why the hell i dont have such a beautiful voice.
ok whatever.
sometimes i really think i hvnt got any talents.
hahaha.
ok so i really should be doing the eng stuff. and i want connie's album!
ARGH.
OH KEANE IS IN A DIFF MINISTRY FROM I.
AWEESOMEEEEExD

2009-04-25T21:29:00.002+08:00

AWESOME DAY TODAY
i woke up with the BEST DREAM SINCE GOD NOES WHEN.
in my dream i was apparently playing truth or dare with stacy and apparently sam was nearby and so was stacy's bf *idk if she really has one but anw she's ur korean bimbotic person. so my subconcious mind assumed it so.,* and it was in skool canteen la.
yes i've memorized the place.
and anw she dared me to kiss sam
i was lyk "HELL NO!"
so we all noe tht if the victim doesnt wana do it the darer has to show it to the victim which forces the victim into doing the dare.
so either ways u have to do ur dare.
and so i kissed sam on the cheek.
and suddenly he jz held my hand and the entire background of the canteen jz faded out and then it was a black screen la.
and so he gave me kiss on the cheek lyk in 'revenge'. and it was WET which made me go "ew" *wipe wipe* with the other free hand of cz.
and then he jz gave the i-gtg-look. and let go of my hand. and then tht black backdrop jz stayed thre alll the way until i woke up to go for lit class.
survived all 3 hrs and didnt strangle skunk for ytd.
and serena wasnt arnd THANK GOD
and ewin said tht she always thought of me as CLarisse frm Farenhei 451 and i was sooo happy.
cz clarisse is awesome
and then i was jz tinking tht how serena was lyk Mildred frm F451 the conformist hu isnt happy deep down.
which is lyk soo true la
and nw.
speech and drama class jz now was AWESOME
we did midsummernites dream by shakesspear.
and then we did the most retarded scene
"u girls (4 of us) are in a airballoon. and it runs out of gass"
so this was what happened:
N: omg we're outta gas!
A: WE CANT BE OUT OF GAS
M:*stands thre panicking*
B:QUICK! EVERYONE!BLOW!
B+N+A+M: all start blowing
HAHAHAHAHA so damn retarded
hahahahahahhaa
ok anw i gtg nd to slp
bb

2009-04-24T21:39:00.002+08:00

helo
1st of all i shall conclude tht i have a bug attracting aura whenever i brood over smth.
and the thing is it attracts bugs tht will come in pairs or alone. and yes i feel comfort in seeing the bug
cz they jz plonk themselves near me :)
and yes i tink God did put them thre on purpose. which somehow leaves me thinking tht someone actually cares for me.
and after a week of no ys in class.. i shall jz say tht i really miss tht stupid guy in class. the class doesnt seem as bright and cheery anymore.. and u noe what? this is the point in time which i will conclude tht frens ARE really imp. gives u smth to look forward to go to skool.
what else.
ELO ROCKS ASS MANNN!
ok whatever!
today i'm lyk SUPER SUPRE MOOD SWINGY, but i have NO IDEA if it's lyk pms or it's bcz of me trying to cover up tht sadness for getting bronze for drama
LYK OMAIGAWD the rest of the cca is lyk
gamelan- silver
dance- gold
drama- BRONZE
WHAT?!!!?!?!?!? BRONZE?! i noe it's still a thing
but STILL
BRONZE=COP
and I WILL NOT STAND FOR SUCH HORRID RANKING!
dang i really wished i was still part of tkgssb and then i could feel tht pride of getting a GOLD WITH HONOURS
omaigoodnesssssssssssss
argh
emos*
anw the 1st few periods crawled by sluggishly cz of my brooding over bronze (damn it)
and then during chem (my most horrid aura was emitted) and a bug plonked itself rite on my chem notes. lawl. and stayed thre for the entire lesson
iwasnt hungry during lunch so i jz had lemon tea and some biscuit sticks lyk one or 2 then i gave the rest to king sloth cz i felt so full.
aftr tht was eng and chinese. not so bad cz i was temporarily over the bronze thing cz ethel KOH was comforting me via sms yes the shinier duller version of gold
gosh. times really are bad.
AHHAHAHA omg i miss dnt mannz
ok whatever!
back to topic during my 1 hour of nthingness i went to the library on my own *really rare!* and went to dig up the "pictures of dorian gray" and read 14 pages of which many words i found foreign to me. and yes i admit tht is the BEST DAMN BOOK i've started on in lyk forever.
anw i shall be goin bck agn to read more i guess.
and u noe what? king sloth said i was oblivious to him for the past 5 min he walked arnd behind me during lyk tht time
anw shuttup when i read, i read slow (no not bcz i want to but bcz i cant read fast) and whtever i noe i'm a super slow reader but if i try reading fast i dont even understand what is going on. and the best part of reading slow is tht u get the fulll image it's lyk watching a movie and having the characters portrayed however u want them to be. and in my case i gave them the british suites poofy dresses and accent
well the dialouge was so cute.
aftr tht 14 pages in 55 min. i went for drama. yippee-doo.
we did this long 61 page long thing. apparently they say it's not long. ya i agree. but u noe hw snail lyk my readding is
my 2 grp mates finished lyk so fast and i was struggling with it
omaigoodness and u noe i din lyk understand the thing cz they read fast so i'm pressured to read faster
and i din get anything., zZz genius nyx,
anw the thing was lyk omaigoodness so weird
and then it's lyk shouting and stuff and so we were suppose to perform it
and aftr lots of sidetracking discussions by the combined grp of movin sherylin russel winnie kairo.
we decided to do the nanny scene which only involvees 3 ppl. ya retarded i noe
and then since sam was practicing nearby we heard him
and i was scared shitless
cz i hate loud scolding angry voices
and apparently he was doing the part of the psychotic mother
so yes he sounded angry and pissed and scary
so i hid behind movin though tht didnt help
and anw dom, cancy and skunk performed 1st
and dom huged cancy in the end. how cute rite?
i mean since cancy likes dom and all. i was lyk.. awww. she got a hugg frm him. and i think tht she was lyk blushing
hahhaha SO CUTEEE!
anw abt skunk
omg tht little asssssssshole
he was going arnd drama the entire time saying nyx and sam nyx and sam
she likes him
and like wtf.
not in front of sam la cannn
i dont want him to noe without me telling him
thre is jz no sincerity in it
and it is so fking childish to do tht l
now lyk a few ppl noe
or mayb all.
but WHAT THE HELL
he was lyk always near me la i meant skunk not sam.,
i wish it was sam. but nooo it's skunk
anw he was lyk SAM SAM SAM SAM SAM! (i was rite bhind skunk at this point of time cz it's the syf photo) i would JZ LYK TO TELL YOUUU *stares at me with tht devilish grin* thhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaa............tt...........HI!
and here i was being so worried and all tht he might jz blurt it loudly in front of everyone
and if had did i wouldnt be here posting anymore. and
OMGOODNESSS
iw anted to strangle tht fat ass
i'm not so thin myself but ARGH
skunk aftr his performance when ms bong asked "ok we only have time for one more performance any volunteers?"
skunk was lyk 'SAM SAM SAM! *giving tht smirk agn at me*
but thank goodness one of sam's grp members werent arnd so he couldnt perform
phew!
and sam was soo cute today
he was lyk plugging smth nt earphones lyk those styrofoam? things into his ears tht had lyk the rafia string atached to it. and skunk and i were having a conversation when he jz came over and pointed to his "headset" and i couldnt help but laugh cz of his smile tht read "yes now isnt it cute?oh hw very lame this is"
and then we was playing with the thing agn when ms bong was making an annocement i jz cant help butsmile. i mean haha he's lyk 16 goin on 17 and he's still so child like
so cute!
and i did realize how thin he was and when he stuck his head out he looks lyk those turtles u noe. lyk how they streeetch their necks?HAHA really cute.
and i'm wondering why the hell were we doing the script we were jz now lyk for drama when we should be working on the racial harmony and math carnival scripts.
and why thehell did the tchers brace the opportunity to MARK SCRIPTS DURING CCA? WTF

ok i am tooo lazy to ~~write~~ type alrdy. so gdnite!
tkgs drama got silver and commonwealth got goldwithhonours. wtf.
and dang it i 4gt to ask sam for his birthday! Dx

2009-04-19T14:32:00.002+08:00

helos once again to u very few readers who might actually be caring about my life.
i've realized that my blog is the only one that spams LOLs and HAHAs and other weird expressions of laughing. which is.. well horrid writing. but who cares!
and unoe what? i chose the ministry in church which i will have to be serving for the next sem or so. argh.
and i put Cats (the teaching one) as my second, the revalation generation (drama one) 1st and Genesis (the one tht plans games for youth and other activities) as 3rd
and u noe what? i realy should have placed my last choice as the expression thing (the arty farty one)
well anyways i didnt really noe what keane put as his choices.
yes keane. the short one who annoyed the shyt out of me last year and even confessed *indirectly tht is* but still considered according to marc koo. whom i had lunch with jz now at astons.
and saw myron ( the hyper active kid which i use to bully and is of the same age as me and use to have a crush on well urs truly.) omg he looked the same and u noe he's voice wasnt high at all it was lyk SUPER LOW
lyk not the sexy deep low voice. jz a really deep one. but anw!
back to keane.
I HOPE HE DIDNT PUT THE SAME CHOICES AS MEEE! OMG IF WE END UP IN THE SAME MINISTRY
I
WILL
CRY!
!!!!!
he was all like *stares intently at nyx's paper* and kept asking which ministry i wanted to joinn and stuff.. omg eek.
and well originally we wanted *church "gang" and i wanted to be in the same ministry, but of course we realized we had to pursue our on interests which are some what similar. we jz arranged them differently.
it jz dawned on me that i should ask keane for what his choices were to give me a peace of mind b4 i actually start on my lit journal.
waiting for reply - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
ok i'll go play restraunt city 1st then i'll get back here
- - -- - -- - -- - - - -- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - (these look lyk little computerized ants 8D)
msg recieved!
keane: i thought tht drama was quite fun :) cz i've got drama and speech classes on sat mornings :)

tht doesnt freakin ans my damned question!
nvm i jz sent anthr one.
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - ( more little ants to accompany u whilst i wait for tht message)
msg recieved :
yup. (i asked him if it was his 1st choice) anw i dont think they'll put all of us into he same ministry.

OMAIGAWD! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
i jz asked him what was his 2nd and third choice.. if it's the same as mine... i'll clobber him!, in my dreams. cz he noes karate in life.
damn.
- - -- - - -- - - - -- - -- - - - --- - - - -- -
msg recieved"
omg he put everything the sammeeee! ARGHHHHHHHHH
kills* sigh*
nvm i'll go do my work now
b4 i do smth unwanted eg murder.

heaven sent!

2009-04-17T21:16:00.002+08:00

today i must say.. was AWESOME
BY FAR THE MOST AWESOMEEE!!
althoughh i was scarred.. by well.. by.. the "epic fail" clap which was omg
scary
and then i had chem quiz.. might flunk it.
then i was grumbling abt the loss of my mayb/ high chance of becoming Fhorn SL in tkg... well could have gotten other positions too i gues. i mean cz Ms sia had seem to warm up to me alrdy
and + orginall horn player aftr my other 3 batch mates abandoned me... Dx
and then thre was english
whre i was SUCH A PC (politically correct) student.
goodness.
"the government has provided....."
we all noe it's bullshit just to secure the marks i might not even get
chinese was.relatively ok.
and then my hour of nothingness turned into whacking ys up to do his blue chair speech
some how i think tht he's lyk really shy.
which is kinda cute to see esp when he feels so ps abt reading his ideas to the few ppl in class.
ahhaha. well JY YS! u've got my support and probably huiwen's? idk
anw u can do it!
i was tinking all day and week i'd dread today
cz drama and tht stupid thing i did when i asked shud. well yea.
and guess what he said nth! *praise God*
and u noe what? he did actually talk to me. lyk
as a fren. and somehow compared to the times whre he seem so serious and sad and well stonish in the canteent (shuttup. i noe it's wrong to lyk be a stalker. but technically it's not stalking since our breaks jz happen to fall on the same time slots...and i cant keep my eyes from moving to his direction. gah!)
he actually seems more alive and less emo when we talk.
mayb tht's how he interacts with everyone else
but women and their suspisions u noe..
ya and he actually touched my hand
lyk i mean he wanted me to poke movin and so he jz grabbed my hand and made it to the "poking postion" which well had to spend some time moulding cz i didnt want to cooperate.
and movin asked if it was painful for me to be arnd sam. i guess u can say yes but no cz he's a pain killer at the same time infatuation and love are really odd stuff.
and well i feel so elated.
i jz really cant stop thinking tht he might jz lyk me jz tht LITTLE TINY BIT.
but then agn it mayb jz me trying to keep optemisstic. cant spell argh.
and so i conclude the awesomest day so far.. with

" quitters nvr win and winners nvr quit"

understood my dear christel and ys?
JY for ur scrabble and hyde park 8D
and tht goes to tkgsstings.

ps i've finnally dled the pics to my comp for the day of the syf fun with urinals and the zoo ones. but i'm jz too dang lazy

2009-04-16T20:57:00.002+08:00

today.. hmm..today....
xin yi hugged sam.
ARGH! -piss-
ok nvm she's as impulsive as me ._.
but still
SAM IS MINEEEE!
*angryyy*
rawr
anww.
was thinking abt hw much i wana go back to ranch in america agn.
to see the stars.
bcz sg is located in a very nub area to see the stars.
and well i mean. lyk even if the milkyway could be seen in our sg nite sky.. guess what?
there are too many bloody street lights arnd. and too much lites = cant see stars= dissapointment
i want to see the stars!
and then during eng debs and i were talking about how it poured at 3pm on good friday
3pm is the supposed time Jesus died on the cross (she says)
quite cool actually
i remember tht day i was lyk
whoa. cool the skies cry for the lost of our saviour.
and then i wonder if the skies would cry for me too.
haha well anw
tmr
is
friday
ARGH
and i told movin abt tht incident.
and he said it's not all tht bad cz i'm not obvious at all (omg yes!) and tht sam is really numb to these kind of things.
well most guys are actually.
but anw. i'd expected sam to be more... alert to it
well since he's given me this "i am a lit student. i read ur mind/actions. i noe what u tink of me/him/her/it'
yea well
wrong was i.
but still he's cute
serena said he's not
DAMN HER. HE IS. anw
ok
i nd to slp gdnite!

OMG NO.

2009-04-14T20:32:00.000+08:00

_shud says:
...your pm says you're old
..::{ jbNX }::.. ❤ [ Like WHOA!] ❤ ..::{ MnM }::.. ♠♥♦♣ says:
yes
_shud says:
whyy
..::{ jbNX }::.. ❤ [ Like WHOA!] ❤ ..::{ MnM }::.. ♠♥♦♣ says:
3 more yrs till uni
at least 10 to working life
andddd
almost half the year is gone
_shud says:
sigh
i'm year 5
i'm gonna go NS soon
and half the hostel year is gone
..::{ jbNX }::.. ❤ [ Like WHOA!] ❤ ..::{ MnM }::.. ♠♥♦♣ says:
jz.. curious.. sam is singaporean rite...?
-yes i noe shuttup.-
_shud says:
NYX
DUN ASK NOW
..::{ jbNX }::.. ❤ [ Like WHOA!] ❤ ..::{ MnM }::.. ♠♥♦♣ says:
LOL!
hahaha
i noe
_shud says:
HE'S BEHIND ME
..::{ jbNX }::.. ❤ [ Like WHOA!] ❤ ..::{ MnM }::.. ♠♥♦♣ says:
ULY
EEEE
OMG
Dx
_shud says:
YES NYX
and yes he is
..::{ jbNX }::.. ❤ [ Like WHOA!] ❤ ..::{ MnM }::.. ♠♥♦♣ says:
ULY OR?
WAIT WHAT ._.
did he see
_shud says:
sam
..::{ jbNX }::.. ❤ [ Like WHOA!] ❤ ..::{ MnM }::.. ♠♥♦♣ says:
OMG
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEKKKK
-stab-
i am.
mortified.

2009-04-13T20:30:00.002+08:00

i mapled ytd. and played fire emblem on my game boy advance which still does work despite it's age.
yes. i noe. wth.
shuttup.
anw i shoould be doing my lit journal butttt.......yeah...
alrite so anyways, today was kinda odd. but i must mentioned that being the stalker-ish me, i just read sam's blog. *big doofey smile*
talking abt stalkers hwei yen dear has a stalker.
i am to a certain extent. amazed.
and he is an ahbeng, well i kinda did expect tht or a no lifer... well they're stalkers. like duhh.
and so he called her 'hot' which well realy did knock me off my socks. hilarious.
hwei yen = hot
tht is so very wrong indeed.
it's more like a child like innocence that is very cute. not . hot. definately. not.
and so while laughing my ass off ytd when i heard the big news, i got worried for my poor innocent fren. ah beng's arent really good guys. well most of them arent. i tink.
well i hope tht nth bad happens to my dear girl ( no i'm straight. i swear)
and i actually did think of how unfair tht i, in my 14 years of life, has never had a stalker.
to a certain extent i am disappointed, i'm not pretty enuff to earn myself a stalking fan.
but glad, that i dont have to go through this supposedly horrifying situation.
i am toking to ethel dear btw.
ok u didnt need to know tht. hahahahaa xD
well what was i saying... OH YEAH!
anw i suppose the reasons i dont hv a stalker is mayb i'm too much of a pampered poodle, being chauferred arnd by my dad who does constantly dote upon me. not that i hate his attention, i love actually. but being a teen .. rebel! if u dont ur parents might think ur odd. i tink.
well anyways,

ethel(: `runandhidepickle!(: ™ , says:
LOL
he only won cos he's black
..::{ jbNX }::.. ❤ [ Like WHOA!] ❤ ..::{ MnM }::.. ♠♥♦♣ says:
HAHA
racist!!

omg look what thel said
hahahhaaaha. ok sorry
anw it was abt obama. lmao lmao lmao.
ya bt i'm sure obama is very much lyk uly, charismatic but utter bullshit.
i've taken aliking to the word bullshit although it's not very lady like.
and speaking of which i noticed jz now while following jun yi, jun kyat and serena to buy ryans cake, that how unlike themselves they seemed, not so rowdy. though i've never expected junkyat to be tht kind of guy... and anw jun yi and serena and jun kyat were toking abt whatt and how jun yi should handle vivian's bday in order to woo her.. quite pathetic i must say, i mean his attempts are kinda sad, cute and funny.. but still u must feel smth for the poor guy hu wants her for years now.
well back to what i was saying.. i jz wondered how ppl viewed me..
some how i jz have an inkling tht they might find me...mature= no fun
but seriously i somehow see things lyk they( being jun yi and gang) seem to classify me under the untouchable catergory.. which either means i'm too highclass (being mature and stuff like tht.. which i doubt) and of course the outcast which means no fun and well weird.
i'm sure i'm more of the outcast. but i shall jz disillusion myself to think tht i'm the highclass.
cz classy is awesome.
and so i shall endmy post here cz it's some what late and well i want to focus on killing those damned grundam soliders.
HAIL RENASIS. HAR HAR HAR.
see what nush has done to me.
and i heard a guy say it's possible to cram 6 chpters in 2 days. omg i nearly died. he said it was easy. well i was eaves dropping on their conversation.. but. omg. ew
so fightening.

2009-04-10T20:44:00.002+08:00

helo!
my planned 'great friday' didnt really happen
if ur wondering
yes great friday is kinda. a very very xtremely lame name but
it was lyk
i'm suppose to go to the zoo in the morn then meet huiwen & her sis at wildwildwet
but alas! it didnt happen
cz i left for the zoo rather late and thre were many unhappy animals to visit and toture.
so ya went to the zoo
it's in quite. a bad shape, but still
it was kinda fun
i've got pics in my phone (cz i 4gt to bring a cam) but too lazy to upload today
and well all the animal look so dull, dirty, scrawny.
really in a very sorry state.
yet u see little kids going
(enthusiastically) ' MUMMY MUMMY! LWOOK! IWTS UUA ZWEBA! *GASSSSPPPP* MUMMY! UA GIWARFE! SWO TWALL MUMMY!'
translation: mummy. look. it's a zebra.*large intake of air* Giraffe's are really tall.
ya. poor things have probably nvr seen one in their life,
i hear my realtives singing downstairs. omg i wana see LOL BRB!
alrite back.
anw i'm too lazy to type now so tmr i shall
haha
cya
the odessey play was AWESOME!
and u noe! i finally knew what tht pillars in the storage room we saw during syf was for
LOL!

2009-04-08T20:47:00.002+08:00

i was thinking this morning abt how my life is like a drama series.
all the passing events it's so drama-ish
i had 2 (really ugly) guys fighting ove me last year
i have 2 parents considered somewhat well off
a brother who my mother seems to love more than me.
a father who dotes on me, but i still call him old man
and how i (apparently being the star of the show. yes it's my life so i'm the main. lyk duh)
a lost teenage girl is growing a inferiority complex slowly and is rotting deep on the inside,due to her high achiving skool mates, brother, mother and every other friend in her old skool, but wears a big fake mask though it comes off and on really easily, and has a supposedly huge aura influencing ppl's moods along with mine. and secretly has a crush on a outcast, and does not have many frens.
and i did think wow. i would really love to watch this drama. i would really really like to see what happens in the end.
mayb i'll end up hating myself for all eternity cause i'm the supposed shadow of my brother and do not have a respectable title for myself, or mayb it's apassing phase and in the end i'll be happy with my dear beloved crush as my bf and i'll have many frens and win a great award to achieve a high title and overcast this shadow of my brother.
i wonder what will happen.
but anw.
today was odd.
i was ok. until uly made his weird gavel announcement
which threw me right of my course of 'happy day today!'
and then i was reminded on the 'you dont have frens u hang with the outcast gang you suck at socializin' talk uly had with me last weekend
and i shall add this unneccessaryy detail that my eyes are brimming with tears.
anw, it was a freakishly long day cz i coudnt wait for my daily dose of seeing sam.
and during drama
...
brainstorming session. and everyone seemed to have great ideas and i was lyk. *blank*
mayb bcz i was sitting infront of sam and he kept lyk looking at me. well it's only obvious to look forward when u're talking.
but i mean so odd. our eyes met i guess. well mayb he was jz lyk staring,through the transparent me, at the wall. yes tht might be it too
it's great thre's no skool till lyk. 11,30 tmr.

well ok back to the sam thing.
well he kinda lyk burst into moodyness which was so scary.
and i do understand how frustrating it is to try organize a play or activity without much participation from the floor.
and it got me thinking. why do i make ppl's lives so difficult, even though i noe how aggriviating it is to have 0% response from the floor. yes i shall try to help next time.
so sorry to have angered u sam.

and i guess rite nowi feel lyk hyper emo cz i'm useless and well the expectations for me are so damn high i cant reach them
and the thing is. these expectations are not made by ppl. but more from myself.
and i realized this. when i talked to ethel jz now. and tht i use the ppl to blame for the expectations because i rather bluff myself. than to noe the truth.
but yes i do noe it. and i find it saddening. yes i have an inferiority complex which have developed within a short period of abt > 2 terms.
mayb it's bcause it seems tht mother is always so proud of her son. mayb it's because she's always telling others how well he is and how i'm following in his footsteps by joining NUS HIGH too.
mayb it's cause how everyone goes. wow. ur bro is so cool/retarded/funny. and ask me to pass him msgs which i never really do pass. cz i refuse to be acknowledge as uly's sis.
mayb it's bcz mom and dad forgot who was the one who actually went to do research on nus high dispite her studies for psle
the one who told the family abt it. the one who got uly interested.
or mayb it's bcz uly never credits any of his earlier works of emo kid, peaches the unicorn, and many other projects which i helped him with but never got creditted. all my stolen ideas all my time, creativity.
mayb it's cz i jz diffused too much of this fuzziness and happiness i have and all my creativity off to other ppl who seem much btr off now than i. why is it i never get anyone giving me some of their happiness? why do i give but nvr recieve.
WHY IS IT THAT I CANT SOCIALIZE ANYMORE?WHY HAVE I LOST MY CREATIVITY AND IMAGINATION?

I HATE ALL OF THIS. my life is a mess.
i did pray to God today to allow me to mix arnd in class more and gain new frens.
it's great it did work
i'm in a bio grp with eileen and woan chi
hopefully i'll get to noe them btr.
but stil i do wish i'll be able to drop my own expectations.
to live to everyone elses expectations for me.
to be happy with myself.
to jz lead the life i did in 2007 and 2008.
if only time would jz rewind itself.

i could swear jz now aftr my bathe and i was feeling all emo
i hugged my dog
and he jz stood thre. as if he was absorbing all my sadness too sharing it with me. and for a moment i jz hugged him and he seemed to respond to me. and now we both are moody in this room of mine. i want to go bury my face in his nice soft fur agn. it's so comforting. yes it is weird
but i lyk cuddling my dog. shuttup.
alrite i've got work to do so cya.

blessed indeed

2009-04-06T19:15:00.003+08:00

as u ppl noe i'm a no lifer with very few smses tht's why i dont even bother check my phone.
and when i did. i saw this msg frm nata and she thanked me cz she talked to sumita and chloe today. ok tht was phrased weirdly. but i do remember asking sumita dear and chloe to talk to nata cz of her current issue. and then i recalled an email. the one abt God placeing guardian angels beside every single one of us, and hw much he cares and loves us. *omg i am tearing! LOL!*
and i thought. wow. i actually did make a difference in someones life.
so i guess my life isnt insignificant?
i mean on friday sumita and chloe were telling me how skool was so mundane and hw sad they felt without me arnd. i heard abt a few other ppl who missed my "negligble" presence. and hw sad and alone hwei and the others felt.
i did feel wanted. for once. and thre were actually ppl who miss me. who care. who actually said their lives are different without me.
and here i've been tinkin abt hw retarded useless i am. and hw the world wouldnt even need me at all. oh how i was so wrong.
but really sometimes i wonder why i was put here. i really dont seem to have much talent. and ytd raymous *cath tcher* said God gave us each a talent.
i guess i'm meant to cheer ppl's life? i mean sooo many ppl say i'm bubbly and cheery. and rather likable? though i dont have many frens ==" so much for likable. but i must say i do enjoy seeing ppl smile. it gives u this really nice warm fuzzy feeling. it's awesome.
and well sometimes life really seems to be out thre to kill me. i mean so much stress and if u think abt it...
we are born. we enjoy the 1st few years of our lives. go to skool. mug our butts off. study reallll hard. graduate. get a job. get a family have kids settle down *optional*. work our asses off with work. and then get retired. enjoy our golden years. although we cant really do much exciting things. and then we die.
how.boring. sad. depressing it is. lizzie said i made life sound so depressing. sry it's only truth.
haha bt tht's why God gave us frens. to make life more interesting and to company us.

and tht's why i want to thank him for blessing me with my frens, though few, but all very awesome and i noe i can count on every single one of them to be thre for me when i need them. so Thank you God for everything you've blessed me with from the gift of life right down to the finest details such as nature and my surrondings, i am blessed indeed to have great frens and a great family and awesome life. and i am still somewhat mentally sound. thank you oh so much!

dopey smilez

2009-04-04T19:29:00.002+08:00

HELO~
i wanted to blog abt the stupid stuff i did ytd. but i got kinda upset by the band issue. cough*
anyway i did lyk the most stupid things ytd i mean lyk 5 min b4 eng started huiwen and i were at the netball court area. thennnn me being me, wanted to stroll back to class in tht 5 min and soo we got up and left for the staircase. and frm an areial view. the stairs were perpendicular to the hallway (omg tht line sounded so nerd,) and well i was lyk trudge down stairs feeling kinda.. upset/ hpy. and then guess hu was walking by. yea it was him.HIMMM! argh of all times.
and then i was lyk 'omggggg he's coming...' *looks down on the floor and continue trudging*
then suddenly he goes 'NYX! SHUD'S HERE!'
and this sudden burst of energy jz gushed up frm idk whre. but it was lyk OMG HE CALLED ME! *shrieeeekkk* and then i ran up cz i wanted to hip bump shud and go 'hi shud hi shud hi shud'
ya well.. erm shud kinda walked away n i din get a chance. so i asked if they were coming down stairs by lift or by stairs. and he said stairs. so u could say i waited in ambush a floor down.
and i tell u tht feeling when i saw him at the stair well was lyk. OMG CUTEE! and then i ran up to them then i realize we were on the stairs n it was too dangerous to go 'hishud(hip bump)' yea......
ergh.
and huiwen was lyk thre with tht smile. the one tht wants to laugh but out of curtousy being suppressed. ya. and she was lyk 'your so obvious! any stranger could tell u lyk him!'
and i was lyk.'noooo!!!!!'
(let's make this msn format. cz if not thre'll be so many 'likes' in the sentences)
H:ahh! ur in deniall!!! *bigg grinnnn*
N:noo!!
H:mayb he alrdy noes since ur SO OBVIOUSS
N: *cant stand the pressure of being found out* ah! NO! GUYS ARE IGNORANT BOOBS!
H:see!! DENIALLLLLLLLLL! ahahahahaa!
N:HE WOULDNT NOE.SHOULDNT.MUSNT
H:*has the annoying smile on the face thhe. i was rite. kind.*
N: ARGH!!! GUYS ARE IGNORANT ASSWIPES
timo:fk u!
N: *realizes she's in the class. with erm. 14boys and 8 girls.
... dang.

and all through eng i was lyk 'explain the following...'*drift*nyx!!! ---- HI SAM!!*big oozey dopey smile* (omg get back to work) 'explain the following sentence...'
and tht happened a few times during the summative test. ERGH must have seemed lyk an idiot. boo.
and aftr that i went back to tkg. to visit the band where i heard abt the things. and met the section =] miss them loads. got to see the jrs too! so cute. and pei ru (one of the jrs) while i was teaching them had this weird smile tht was gona break into laughter bt giving me respect . she din. and i was so distracted by tht! but haha ya. i'll go bck soon to visit agn. and hmm what was it? oh! some hw sec4 srs emit this aura the authoratative kind tht makes jrs fear them esp SLs
i nvr realized hw creepy songwei was she was lyk standing thre with lyk 0% smile and she din tok to me and i was lyk ahhh.. crpyyyy,
and i wasss so hpy when lynette and all greeted me. ahahhaa! but then when the sec 1 did. i felt so ps. lyk omg.. ps!! idk why. but haaha i guess it kinda did feel good =]
hahh. and they've got this cute little gold badge in the shape of the instrument which is SO CUTE and i want one!!!!rawr rawr!

SYF.

syf on thursday well apparently every1 said it was awesome. and i felt lyk shyt cz i thought some ppl were too slow others screwed up. they were some little frozen moments. and projection of voice was lyk. hmm weird?. well anw i guess now looking back at it. i tink it was rather good. and he was thre too! <3 haha awesomeness. i did bake cookies for them. i stil owe a few ppl cookies =/
oh we were dumped in the guys changing room. while waiting actually. so haha winnie, feli, and i were cam whoring almost the entire time. we did have fun with the urinals with perversed pics which were so funny to me tht is. and other cam whorish moments x] all thanks to russell's phone ;D
and well i btr get going to do the math proj or we'l -huiwen n i. will be dooomed. so ya. CYA!

what ever happened to peace on earth

2009-04-03T21:09:00.002+08:00

ya i editted mypost on the tkgssb. I ADMIT IT! i was childish to go say tht kind of hurtful things.
but i would lyk to comment though. and this hopefully would nt get me in any kind of weird trouble.
that:
1- gloating is bad every1 noes it
2- young ppl's impulses are VERY VERY HIGH. (forgive the poor girl alrdy)
3- ppl shouldnt be overly sensitive. i mean hey we've all been at the 'i win u lose haha in ur face' stage at least at 1 pt in our lives. dont deny it, we've all been thre.
4-it's madness to constantly harass and make up perversed ways of how ppl actually got awards.
5-sore losers = bad winners= misery= pain = emoness = unfortunate things happening
6- what has this happening have to religion? do not drag religion into the picture. it isWRONG.
7- we've all made mistakes. so why pick on her? u wouldnt lyk it if i picked on u now would u
8- respect. always respect others
9- dragging other innocent ppl into the picture is bad and wrong. making the situation PUBLIC ON BAND FUSSION IS ALSO A BIG MISTAKE.
10- this brings us no whre. see how wars begin?

yes yes. if i see any kind of weird comments on my tag board. so be it.
i do not want to know. but STILL this whole thing is a BIG MESS. i mean wtheck. are u people tht violent? vulgar? gossipy? we've all made mistakes. some worse than others.
but we all do noe as performers. that each of us worked hard for SYF. and did our best. so i would lyk to apologize for my behaviour. and that of my fren. now can we all jz move on and be happy?

and seriously. a sore loser is no better than a bad winner.
though i havent heard of a bad winner b4 but. sure why not.
and huever made the situation worse by putting it on the forums and spreading empty and false rumours abt skirt lifting and all sorts of weird stuff.
who are YOU to say this things? arent u just as bad as your so called 'criminal'? u are no saints urselves. spreading untrue rumours on the net and pulling down the name of a school? isnt that worse or just as bad? i mean COME ON PPL! JUST WAKE UP! YES I AM NO ADULT I HAVE VERY/LITTLE/ NO RIGHT TO SAY THIS THINGS. but HEY. snap out of it.
we should jz leave this and start a new. we've alrdy apologized.
what more do u want?

GOLD WITH HONOURS

2009-04-01T18:41:00.004+08:00

oh mai gosh!!! so happy cannn!!! TKGS BAND GOT GOLD WITH HONOURS!!!!
SO HAPPY FOR THEM!!!!! OMGOMGOMGOMOMG! AHH! SHOULDNT HV TRANSFERRED AND BE PART OF THT MEMORIAL MOMENT WHRE TKG GOT ITS 1ST GWH IN BAND!
and we did soooo aweomeely! HAHAHHAHAHA! I HOPE THT HAPPENS TMR TOO!!!! XD
nadirah called me jz now. she was lyk OMG NYXXX!!! *shriek/ shrill which ever u prefer.* WE GOT GOLD WITH HONOURS! *both nyx and nad scream in joy* the back ground was REALLY NOISY WITH LAUGHTER AND SHRIEKS OF HAPPINESS*
and then i was lyk
OMG NO WAY GOLD WITH HONOURS! i felt sooo happy for them! then i hung up.
and i thought
sigh* if only i was thre.if only i hvnt left tkg. if only.... i would be able to be thre
with my section waiting in tht long few minutes which would seem lyk hours thinking abt hw we did and what our result was. and then when they announce "tkgssb. GOLD WITH HONOURS' we'd jump for joy for a short 2min or less b4 realizing we're holdin the precious horns and tht ms sia and mr ong were watching. well i suppose they would be rather happy too! it's so great
tht feeling. what is it lyk?
i want to feel it too! tht large heavy boulder suddenly pushed away and down gushes a exploding dam of joy and relief together.
if only.
then chloe called. toked to hwei and chlo expressingmy woes of tmr's big day o the performance.
i really hope i dont screw up.well rgs is aftr us (nush),
i wana visit them and pass them roses and give ms sia a hug butt... er. ya. not very appropiate. the hug part. but
LOL.
ok wtever! GOLD WITH HONOURS!!! HAHAHHAHA!
i feel hpy and sad at the same time.
i could have been greeted 'gd morning ma'am' by cute jrs and could hv a chance to be 'sl or asl' an go to london royal vet collage aftr O's and bcome a young vet. oh ANd go to japan by end of the year... ( AHHHHH! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! )
but NOO i had to transfer.
boo.
but i'm kinda glad i did. i wouldnt hv met such interesting ppl lyk huiwen king sloth chihuahua the dramanians and ys joanne and the rest.
but still tkgs is whre my heart belongs and i will 4ever be a tkgian. so long live tkgssb and strings
and i'm sry nus high of math and science.
i hope tht tkgsstrings would get gold with honours or at least the very least a silver, or better yet. trash nush strings.
and i hope tht tmr would be AWESOME and the play would go well
i cant wait to be back on tht stage. its simply amazing!

2009-03-29T20:05:00.002+08:00

sneezies addiction

lol

made by christel,serena,teri and nyx

the 'beeping' wall whose mystery was solved by ang yan sheng and lee huiwen

nata and i

random pics. lawl. well tired. + hw waiting so i cant write much

but ys huiwen and king sloth came over today

got scolded for erm. 'revealing' clothes by huiwen

and well really we did not much. too distracted by almost everything in the room and scottie, i new my room wasnt condusive!

and ermmmmmmmmmmm oh

chinese tutor came over. she said king sloth is handsome .______.

and called me her daughter (would be nice if i were actually.)

and hmmmm well she told me lots of things ._.

and i wonder if i should tell her abt the sam thing

she said ys looked lyk tht foreign minister guy

LOL! well she says he'll be bald - as in ys will go bald in the future.

i agree. lol no offence.

weird weird day. missed cath Dx

now to the hw!

helo.

i'm back

and u noe. i realized tht i wanted to blog abt the wisdom my mummy told me this morn

'we women can go through everything, it's jz tht we act tht we cant to make men feel good. u noe their egos are so big rite? and they cant hv period! bcz imagine a man hving fever is alrdy lyk going through so much pain. if they had period the world would come to an end with wars'

LOL.

ok and she said this morning th last nite when marc came over for the earth hour thing.

well cz i was tired aftr playing GH world tour so i went to my room. and wel marc came along to duh. cant leave the guest alone rite? and then he watched bleach while i tried to stay up. but then gavein to temptations and slept. in front of him

and so my mom was lyk' nyx! how can u slp in front of a man?"

N: huh? what man ?

M: marc la!
N: he's not a man
M:aiya. still! how can u slp in front of ur guest
N: hah? he dun care de

M: eh only bfgf will slp in front of ea other

N: really mehhh?

M: u noe he came down saying he felt out of place cz he saw u slping and scottie slping so he felt out of place and went down
N: (realized she was heard snoring) AIYA i was tired laaaa!! *feels really ps deep inside*

M: and u arh. how can u act all whiney in front of him arh? lyk toking to family lyk tht

N:huh i tot can? fren fren mah can tok lyk tht de...

M: no la! even if fren still got tht way of toking de wont whin de! i tot ytd nite u tokin to uly u noe! end up was marc. hw can

N: gd fren ma

M no arh!

N: orh best fren lo?

M: must be buddies whre u can whack ea other
N:: hah? buddy isnt it worse than fren?

lol omg, i wont type any more la cz it's very long

LOL

anw mummy suspects smth btween marc and i. let me jz say. it's IMPOSSIBLE.

cz i only lyk ___.

and anw i used to lyk marc. but pls la. wun onne laa. he's jz a close fren

Spiralling depression

2009-03-27T21:37:00.002+08:00

hi.yea. complains by ys resulted in this post.
i am glad tht exams are over =]

ok so well i did wanted to write abt wednesday which was lyk the AWESOMEST DAY SINCE LAST YEAR! there wasnt any chihuahua's arnd to annoy me. the day was peaceful without it =]
and then sam said 'hello' to me in the canteen really loudly in the explorer-shouting-down-a-well-way which was SUPER LOL.made me laugh so much. huiwen was lyk over at the corner laughing her little heart out cz of the secret i told her. which isnt much of a secret anymorre since my big mouthed brother told the world ==" tht kinda cause my huge gay smile which i couldnt get rid off. well it was EXTREMELY hard to.
well he said he thought it'd be nice if he was the hyper one, once in a while. well yea it was really cute and tht kinda explains me trying to compress tht smile tht wanted to burst out during maths. ya but as we all noe smiling gayly at a maths excercise is kinda. odd. the break after maths was weird cz we (christel, yen yan and i) were camping in some yr 5 or 6's class room cz i refused to go back to my class and christel didnt lyk her class. yen yan didnt wana go to the library and thre were no tables in the walkways. ya.. very odd reasons. well anw i heard the nan hua band playing the SYF piece, the overture 1 of the set pieces. SOUNDED SO AWESOME! and their horns were so LOUD and lyk perfect pitched i fell in love with it (no no not really.)
but it kinda shot me back to my days of f-horn playing which was 2008 and 2007. and i set a goal to myself tht i'll learn to play the horn agn. and get my file and tuner back frm geraldyn mumm. and get a horn. but this yr i shall buy a mouth piece =] so i still can practice. I MISS BAND!
and aftr tht during bridging, we were paired up by the tchers. and i was going. 'no! no! i hope i dont get a guy partner!!!!!'
and in the end i did. argh. yes. i have ISSUES dealing with the opp sex. serious ones. damn being in a girls skool, and being self consious. damn it all. but thank goodnes the vietnamness guy i got was lyk REALLY REALLY NICE. i feel kinda bad cause i really lyk leached off him. haix. and i din even noe his name!!! LOL! so mean of me. but i do remember the face =]
oh and during lunch break christel and i went to play with the pebbles. in tht sloppy water sliding moss growing thing(which i have grown to love). . met qian yi and teri thre. we re arrange the girlfriend message lol pictures will be in tommorrow.

ok so tht's kinda it for wednesday. so awesomeee.. all though it doesnt seem lyk much

well today was horrible
lyk really horrible
in stark contrast to wednesday.
well to start off the day with a lit test which i didnt use the text given in the paper bcz it said close reference to text. now the book is a text is it not? if u meant the text on the paper say the TEXT GIVEN ABOVEE. and i made no referrence to it at all *screwed* and tht i 4got the stupid denhams dentrifice even though i was talking abt it b4 the test *damn ur carellessness nyx*
and aftr this horrid test which left me feeling more miserable than i should be, considering the fact tht i actually should be rejoicing bcz common tests are over. how ironic. well anw to add own to this sadness and anger i had. mr lee changed our sitting arrangment and i got serena as a partner. dang why couldnt it be huiwen! well i guess it's good so i can meet new ppl and new frens. cz i dontlyk to socialize in nush much well bcz
1- they are rather self centred.
their attitude is lyk: ' i have...' ' i did this ytd.....' 'i got _ for the test' 'my frens ____' 'my family' 'my cca'
and they talk abt themselves lyk the greatest thing in the universe and it's all abt them. so u really dont get to talk much. and u get annoyed as they tell u the same thing over and over. lyk how grandmothers do. except grandmothers are cute and forgivable i mean they tend to forget stuff easily rite, the age thing. well if ur thinking i'm being double standard, i will let u noe i am talking alot abt myself now bcz i will remind u. it's MY BLOG. MY ON9 diary. so its gona be abt ME . HAH!
2) tht so called humbleness and competitive attitude
this was a conversation i had today. i wont say hu but i shall naame the ppl 'x' and 'y' (shuttup i lyk x and y, it sounds so math-sey but. shuttup)
N:i feel so depressed! omg argh!
X: YA ME TOO! i got SO LOW FOR MATHS LA CANNN!
Y:how much u get har?
N:dun wana tell u.
x: i was sooo careless! i could have gotten full marks! so many ppl got full marks u noe!
Y: how much u get lehh? oh and u noe i so damn careless u noe.. i lost 1 mark bcz of rejecting any how lehhh
N: so u got 29/30
Y: ya laaah.what u get arh?
X: oh. i got 28/30. SO LOW RITE?
N:(reminded of her score of 26/30) tsk. tht's high wad.
X: NO ARH! SO LOW OK ALOT OF PPL FULL MARKS!

well yea. i m quite sure tht tht person will feel offended when she comes to my blog agn soon. sorry jz needed an example

and here's anthr 1! (this person shall be called C as in C for chihuahua. yes u could say its my latest obsession)
C:omg i flunked my eng cann..19 ONLY LEH!
N:upon?
C: 25!!! *looks exasperated*
N: what!! tht's very good leh!
C: NO LO! i ALWAYS get lyk 20+ lo! 19 is so HORRIBLE! my eng is SLIPPING
N: wth! nvm one la. it happens mah. i'm sure it's jz dis once
C: but 19 leh! how cann! i cant believe it!
N: *rolls eyes* it's still very high i tink it's a A?
C: ya but still! * emosssss*
N: *recieves her paper. omg hell it's 15/25. feels a glance over her shoulder* (thought bubble) omg shyt. 15 HOW CANN!! ARGH! well at least pass la...but still argh! *reads comment on the paper* -over summarized!- what! this is SUMMARY! how can u OVER SUMMERIZE A SUMMARY? this is pure stupidity -gets pissed- wth!!!! this skool is madness. well even so. over summarize means more sumarized so isnt tht btr than summerize alone? aiya. this is nonsensical!.....

ok tht last part wasnt really neccessary but jz to let u noe yes i got 15/25 for eng. argh. nvm la. i'll do btr nxt time and not over summerize == pathtetic
and i feel so sianed of nus high. it's lyk as i said b4. eternal science camp
every day thre's either maths or sci. which is getting really annoying now. i'm curious why thre are only 3 hr of eng and chi. and 2 hr humans. so pathetic! I MISS MY HUMATNITIES AND LANGUAGES although i'm not good at them at all!
and ok whre was i. ya i was in my new sittin spot. which was rite in front of the visualizer. which was awesome. cz the table was straight to keep my sense of balance, and rite in front of the thing so i can see. well cz i was worried i wont be able to see cz my bad eye site and well my glasses are lyk 25 degrees or more less than i actually need.i got the last row and it'll be HARD FOR ME TO CONCENTRATE! ya so originaly had yu jia and dayna on my rite and serena on the left folowed by jon jon and timo. and there was unhappiness cz apparently timo doesnt like the window or smth lyk tht. or mayb cz thre arent any near by plugs or good ways to connect the plug. so jon jon begged serena and i to switch with him and timo. wel since their table was slanted i denied cz well. my sense of balance would be disrrupted and i'm not in front of the visualizer! so they win i lose. wth! no!
and then yu jia started to converse with timo and she wants to sit with them. and ask me to move to the slant tablle while they boys move in. so me being the bad person yet agn (while u noe hu sits thre acting cute and innocent) says no.
then they proposed (they= yu jia timo jon jon) they let huiwen and dayna switch place so huiwen (hu's highly allergic to dust sit at the back which is well u noe. the filthiest) and dayna wil be hpy with eillieen and wan chyi (i'm sry if i splet their names wrong) and huiwen gets to sit with me and serena (which was suppose to make it a win situation for us) and yujia sits with the boys. so considereing huiwens allergy.,we decline (finally she speaks! but she said it in the way tht decieves u. she said huiwen is alergic. ya well she is) and then we (serena and i) quickly made out escape as they pondered on btr agreements.
and once back frm the break. they claimed they got a MASTER PLANN, we were to sit in dayna n yujia's original seat. and then yujia can sit beside timo who is beside serena who is beside me who is beside vivian. and jon sits beside yujia. huiwen stays at her org seat and dayna sitting (sharing table) with eilleen. and i who cant say no anymore is forced to say ok. bcz well if i said no they'll get pissed. if they get pissed i'm doomed. although during maths i realized i had king sloth blocking my view *dang it no wonder dayna wanted to change* and 1st row boys spikey hair again obstructing me. and i realize the table was well smaller at btm bigger top. so tht left serena and i to sit closer tgh. but it's fine cz well surronded by girls so closer i gues is fine. but abit cram la. i cant qiao jiao anymore.mr lee did come arnd to ask how we were with the sitting
of course i cant tell him my unhappiness on the spot or else he'll rearrange and go through such large troubles agn which i did want to cause inconvenience to him.and well yes agn the others would be angry at me which is a 4 V 1. totally unfair
why 1 bcz i noe serena will some how squeeze her way out agn. yes agn.
then i wondered why i dont have much frens. must be bcz i refuse to soocialize la. so obvious. and well i have reasons. and i find it SO HARD TO TALK PPL IN THIS SKOOL. no one talks nonsensical stuff. well if they do it's in some math sci way i DONT UNDERSTAND! yes i am dumb
yes i dont have many frens
yes i AM ANGRY AND EMO TODAY
and sam had to go behind me and say' oh i hope this person is nyx.'
i had to turn arnd and have his hand waving in my face and him going' hahablah' and walking away saying it was random. me being emo did nth and stoned thre.
and during drama the image of his hand in front of me for tht split second appeared. and i realize we humans nvr really4gt but jz stow stuff in hour unconsious minds. and we are such self centered jerks. all of us
it's nvr YOU 1st
it's ME 1st
wow we are such ****ing ass holes.
i'm too lazy to type any more.
so i'll end off with this
i miss tkg. i miss my few but close frens. i miss band
i really feel lyk i made the wrong decision to come to this skool.

2009-03-22T16:05:00.002+08:00

hello. hello.
it's been awhile hasnt it. i'm sure u missed me hell lots. lmao.
so i went to hong kong
bought a hell lot of useless items and clothes
i got a cinnamon roll stuff toy! <333 xD
and i might open a blog shop to sell all tht clothes tht i bought cz i realized tht some arent really THAT nice. yes i buy on impulse. shuttup!
and i must say i've been tinking ALOT about stuff lately. and i wont write it down
cz some are really childish some require so much words i'm too lazy to type. and lyk well to not ruin my brothers' awesome' reputation i shant say anything. but when he really gets on my nerves of course vulgarities bad memories and other stuff would spew out of me.
but i must say. i am not an object which u can push arnd. lyk bloody hell. what an asshole
ok whtever. i should be getting to tht stacks of hw and revision which arent done even though its sunday and tmr skool starts. argh
i'm so scared my maths is lyk shyt now lo
and physics is lyk...lyk...hell
bio is still ok i guess. chem is ok but abit bad la.
but HOW!maths test tmr!
headache*
ah i really hope i get a fever or smth
my stupid temp only reaches a 37.4 WHY DOESNT IT GO TO 37.5 and SPARE me my agony!
ahh! life is so unfair!!! - syf play
ok so hardy har har.
kay i really nd to go chiong my hw nw so i'll update sometime later *hopefully* aftr enuff slp and finishing my work *if ever*

seriously i thought holidays were meant for us to catch up on our extra beauty slp hours. and yet ironically i feel much more tired then when school was in session. zZz

2009-03-12T20:31:00.002+08:00

i am very shocked. ppl do take interest in my life ._.
well actually. i tink it's more lyk "i have nth to do! let's read nyx's blog" *yippee! read read -gets entertained for as long as it takes u to read my posts-*
well yea
anw. lawl
today was uber emo. zZz. cz i was abit.. alot... very.. upset with my bio results for prac 1
12.5/22. argh. and the fact that a very attention demanding friend of mine. (which now kinda reminds me of a yapping chihuahua...) well dang ass la. i dun lyk attention grabbing/wanting asswipes. and the fact is (i noe this is very very very very SUPER EXTREMELY childish of me but.) she wouldnt be able to be so "awesome" at blowing bottles of air if it werent for my awesome bottle holding inverse techniques. well anw. i can BEAT HER ANYTIME in this kind of air blowing things. i mean i do not BELIEVE my 2 yrs worth of breathing training jz got flushed down the giant toilet of noobness in 4 mnths. well anw. yes i am being childish.SHUTTUP. im only 14.

anw. i seem to have grown this inferiority complex. and i planned on watching "patch adams" today. cz i love tht inspiring movie. and mayb pirates of the carribeans agn. soon. hopefully no more POTC dreams. tt was scary.
anw. i ttink it's time i told u ppl/person/reader tht- i gave someone a certain something. and shud gave me the serious "wth nyx! what are u DOING!!!??!?!?" face cz well i did it infront of their classmates. SO STUPID OF ME!
but then agn it was worth it i guess. i mean i was lyk flying to the moon when he complimented me for it xD and well i'm glad tht he likes it. but did he really have to comment abt hw he doesnt really like my hair. and now i am. motivate? to grow it back?well not really. cz i dont care bt how he tinks i look.. mayb i do..... gah. but anw. i'm not gona change bcz of him. he's gotta lyk me for hu i am. and the weird odd... erm. eccentric? ermm,.. crazy.. senile? stuff i do?
ok *pushes the thoughts awaayy*

so. well i'm gona go pick out the drama outfits for cca tmr i guess. cya!

2009-03-04T19:40:00.004+08:00

helos!
u noe i thought no one would ever read this blog
well bcz the world jz spins too fast.
but i guess i was WRONG. as always.
anw. i do appreciate u ppl coming here to read about me and my life and how the retarded me interpretates*cant spell right! argh* the world and things arnd me
anw. mr lee called me out for u noe those tcher student 1 to 1 conversations?
yea well. i still suspect he's reading this..
mr lee pls leave a tag >.>

anw. it's almost 8 and i havent studied or done anything productive *yes I NOE! i'm a hardcore slacker. this proves the low grades. i shouldnt complain*
well. jz wanted to say today was VERY ODD
i was ok in the mornings as always.
abitcrazyinbio. well isnt every1?
very emo aftr bio (got 8.5/11 for the quiz. so dang low. argh.

elaborations: well cz my practical for bio is a 10.5/22. fail! and i was lyk"oh shyt!" and ananaya has to be thre and say "what did u get? *sees score* oh. so sad." i could have sworn tht the "oh so sad" was SAID IN SUCH A SARCASTIC MANNER!!! omg i felt lyk throwing a dagger at him at tht tym. little egoistic .... i wont say anymore. but i will tell u tht on the whole. he IS a nice person.... if u dig VERY DEEP. to the core tht is. under the millions and layers of skin, fats, organs.. ok u get it.
and well tht's nt the only thing tht contributed to emo-ness. well it's lyk group work for the prac. rite. and then cz the other 3 members of mine,hu's name shan't be revealed, changed their data. and me being me. lazy tht is. left the data alone, the raw data tht doesnt really make sense. but data's are data's. u're not suppose to change them. and then anw. ms woo called us up and asked hu changed what. and then. SILENCE! omg! i was DAMN angry ok. they changed the data. and DIDNT WANT TO ADMIT! the 3 of them! OMG! WTH! hw can la. i mean lyk u guys changed it. and SHOULD own up. but when asked.. SILENCEEEEE. and i didn't want to be the asshole and say "oh they changed it,mine's the original" cz goodness. hu noes what kind of a weird mess tht'll create... but omg!!!I HAVE TO REDO THE STUPID GRAPH. *which i should be doing now along with theeng stuff...* and lyk wth suppose to drop it in ms woo's locker tmr. i TELL U! THESE KIND OF PPL GET ON MY NERVES. HOW CAN DO THT TO ME! wth!! i'm ur so called "victim" well it's very unfair to me. and i am STILL QUITE ANGRY. quite = 30%. but well i mean.. i gues.. it's better for 1 person (cough. urstruly) to redo the entire thing. instead of 3 ppl. so yes. i would be helping ms woo giving her less things to mark.

anw. aftr tht i kinda went crazy during maths. dont ask why! jz did ._. practically lawlled at almost everything huiwen said or did. log is fun. yes. so what. day by day i turn nerdier and nerdier. ok whatever. anw. mr lee said " if u love maths, maths will love u back. it's mutual" lol what the heck. xD i thought tht was a super cute thing to say. LOL

oh and i went jogging jz now. *yes amazing isnt it.*then... watched animal planet. the mercats so cute *once agn. sry horrid spelling* and then the documentry said smth abt. "(a name *cant remember what tt mercat was called*),the baby sitter from hell, did nothing to stop the fight")i was lyyk LOLOLOL! baby sitter from hell. u wouldnt find it funny cz u didnt hear hw it was said. SO CUTE.

OH! i dint tell u ppl abt my dream last nite.
apparently i was doing mastering physics lyk arnd 8 and slept at 10ish. well i din fin it.
ok whatever.
anw i dreamt of physics...yes very.. odd.. and i thought only yansheng has dreams of maths and physics ._.
anw the qn in my dream was:
batman and robin (who suddenly turned evil) decides to rob a bank. from the prospective of batman, robin *hu was apparently on a scooter* was travelling at a constant spd of 35m/s *i guess he was speeding...* and batman was travelling at "x" m/s. the bank was located 600m northeast of the city. *very far away.. apparently due to reccession* what is the time taken for both batman and robin to reach the bank and rob it. assuming that they take 5 min to rob the bank, and that they did not bang over any pedestrains

well anw. the me in my dream. of course. was having a MASSIVE HEADACHE DUE TO THIS APPARENTLY UNSOVLABLE QN. no shutup. if u solved it or smth... go away! it's a TRICK I TELL U! ok anw thank goodnes my alarm clock RANG to save me from such a horrid dream.

i should go do my work. so ... cya.

2009-02-28T10:25:00.003+08:00

today.. i'm gona cut my hair. lyk bobbish style x] CANT WAIT!!!!!!
im not goin japan for hols le. cz recession. but instead i'm going hong kong. boo.
sigh nvm at least thre's shopping...
but then i'm very scared tht i wont be able to take part in SYF for drama.
AHH!!I WANA BE PART OF THE SYF!!!! ><
but then i'm missing 12hrs out of 44 hrs of prac. damn retarded.
i dont even think i should be in it i mean if i dont do my part.
but.. ARGH last chance lehh.
i'm alrdy sec 3 cannn
wa but the tickets booked alrdy. HOWWW!!!!!!!!!
I WANA BE IN SYF!i'd RATHER not go overseas. but then mummy wants me to go cz it's a family bonding thing. i mean it' been 2 yrs since the whole family has had a proper trip tgh.
BUT SYFFF!
my YOUTHHH!!!!
I WANT MY YOUTH TO BE EVENTFULLL
*shattered dreams*
damn pissed.
and i still have 3 liit essays to do and 8 journals
and GAHHHHHHHHHHH *pressure*
i failed physics quiz lol 8/20. LOLOLOLOL
ok whatever la.
u noe mayb if i dont think abt it and vegetate i might be fine. BUT i'll REGRET NOT GOING FOR SYF... MY ENTIRE LIFE!
UWAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I've ALRDY BEEN TO HONG KONg!!!!
i noe some of u ppl out thre would jz kong my head. cz i'm lucky enuff to go overseas and yet i'm complaining abt hw i want to stay and go for drama and be part of syf.
MEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

well anw. i shall complain abt tht later.
anw i shan't indulge in such curtousy in this post. i will not NOT mention names.
and i noe u ppl mightbe all "ah we went through respect and reflection during ace..'
ok fine.
but sherilyn scares the shyt out of me she bloody twistedmy wrist slapped,punched and well got violent basicaly. thre was no cat fight. i'm quite immune to these kind of things alrdy. so it's fine.
and no, i'm not writing this for the sake of getting her demerit points.
well anw tht happened cz little misssy here was goin angry cz i accused her of lyking darryl i mean. u should see her eyes SPARKLE when i was goin crazy*the kind whre u rip ur hair out* on a VERY DISTURBING matter of him. and she was lyk 'what is it what is it??! TELL ME TELL MEEE!!' and wel i thought if anyone has sparkly eyes and does little glances at a guy and well gets so excited dirty little secrets of a person.. well definately well AT LEAST lyk the person right?
well yea i might be wrong and all, well cz i have an odd thinking style. well so anw i was jz diturbing her abt hw she lyked him well i think only lyk abt 4 times
and well she seriously jz got angry. she could at least warned me.. >[ or mayb she did but i was to hyper and not listening....well anw. she told me to act my age. cz apparently she claims i acted lyk a sec 1
well i dont see a reason why i cant be lyk a sec 1 i mean. aftr all
'1 is as old as 1 thinks to be' - huiwen
and what the heck she's the sec 1 here la. why act all so mature and i have a perfect life and i am not emo. i have a low confidence. thing. well i'm quite sure.. well 65% sure.. tht she's quite arrogent and proud., yeah i'm a bitch for writing this. but i mean WHAT THE HECK!

well the pt of tht wasnt lyk to sound lyk a bitch and make sherilyn to sound lyk some whacked up crazy half grown up kid goin throught teenage agnst and trying to be an awesome.person. but it jz started to make me think tht life is very... idiotic.
we go to skool.
then we go to work
then we retire and rot.
and afftr tht we die.
i'm REALLY SURE THRE'S MORE TO LIFE THEN THT RIGHT?!
i mean wtheck. life surely isnt tht miserable. and definately not so boring and or aggressive.
wel anw i gtg change. goin to go out soon.
cya. mayb i'll post agn later in the day

2009-02-23T17:50:00.002+08:00

today it kinda.. poured during the aftr noon. lyk arnd maths period. x]
i love dark gloomy rainy days. they always seem to cheer me up *yes it's odd isnt it?*
well haha. i feel sad for serena.. due to certain reasons...
well i'll pray for her bah.
rainy days rule the world. dont u jz enjoy tht freshness in the air aftr the rain?
xD
rainy days ftw!
anyways i din do as bad as i thought for my maths test 8D *yayers*
well got LOADS OF UNDONE HW!!! gtg so yea haha
cya!!!

yan sheng is the rare breed of house husbands tht are hard to come by these days.
and
MY WORLD HAS BEEN ROBBED OF GOOD FOOD!! gah!
*dies of starvation*

2009-02-22T16:57:00.002+08:00

hello!!
hm well i SHOULD BE STUDYING. but hm
meh. i cant seem to. as always. i went to read ______ blog jz now. was practically lawling at everything he wrote. i mean it's super sarcastic. and i could even imagine the tone of voice and the way he was typing it while thinking to himself. it's so cute hahahahahah.
ah yes. J___n lied to me! argh! not trustin u anymore!!! rawr rawr
anw christel was saying how my typing style in my blog is nth lyk how i talk in life. well i guess u can say tht. but hey what i say is the unrefined thoughts of mine tht come out in a splash of verbal diahorrea *is tht hw u spell it?*
well i wouldnt call my blog a place of my refined thoughts either. but heck. ppl lyk me are just PURE WEIRD
did i mention tht i was lyk given a chance to b in the drama syf. i mean it's not confirmed but it's lyk back up plan in case the copyright license thingy doesnt go well * i hope tht the copyright thing will be approved. dun get me wrong. i AM VERY HAPPY to be given a chance. but i mean lyk the ppl have worked hard on tht script *i mean the one they were suppose to play but than copyright issue came up. mind me. but screw copyright.
anw. i guess it's good to get to participate in it. i mean last chance for a sec 3 rite?
ARGH!
SEC 3!!! i am SO OLDDDDDD GAHHHHHH!!!!
okok anw i gtg and do my china jian bao. or llh would get angry agn. lololol
cant believe her toes are darker than her skin!SHHHHH =XX
shouldnt be bloggin bout tchers but.. lololol. *smiley face*
ok cyaaa

2009-02-16T18:26:00.003+08:00

ARGH! *flinches rawrrawr! i experienced -/ive G force. RAWR! and i wasnt even riding a roller coster Dx RAWRRRRR! it is not fair hw he can make my heart go THUMMPP iinto the depths of hell and make it jump all the way to heaven at the same time.
it is SO...SOOO...RAWRR *monster unleashed* it's SO tiring!!! Dx
why did i hv to see him in the corridorssss RAWRAWRRAWr all ur fault serena Dx
anw here are the pics

watched pirates of the carribean ytd 8D
wee!
whre's the rum? ;D
gona watch agn tonite. aftr i photo copy smth AND do some maths
ANDDDD physics Dx
ok cya!

Happy Valentines! <3 x3

2009-02-14T21:53:00.003+08:00

i am nvr trusting a CERTIAN SOMEONE AGN!!
rawr rawr
i dont feel lyk goin to skool le
D=
rawr
WHY MUST the yr 5 noeeee
WHY WHY WHY!!!!!
i'll wear a paper bag over my head when i enter skool compounds.
rawr rawr.
D=
Dx
anw i went bck to tkg today =] saw the girls ;D
my super hawt dates 8D
anw this valentines was quite ok =]
well except the part whre i'm still paranoid over ppl noeing bout it
I SAY RAWR
*emo*
well ys is equally emo. lol or worse x]
hey i hope u'll be hpy agn soon yea?
i mean xD well
it's not good to brood over smth rite? =]
so cheer up xD
i'll be here to listen to ur bitchings and or teachings <- AHAHHA more teachings pls! xDDDD
anw u hv my support in what ever ur doing kay?
x] except the decision u chose to make this week *cough* i'm sry ok? ^^V
anw RAWR to tht person
hu spread the news

anw ytd brought 2 cakes and cookies to skool for drama
xD i tink they lyked it.? mayb i'm wrong =/ ><"
but i heard they lyked the cookies though *Long live my cookies*
anw. hhaha i reached heaven when he said he loved it hahaha
*happy happy lala land*
okok nvm
i spent 6hrs on thursday doing those stuff >[
rawr waste time and money
at least got practice la
hahha xD
bringing happiness to ppl is the best thing ever =]

alright nth much., too lazy to upload pics (agn)
wanted to show u ppl those blu- tack societies huiwen and i madeLOL xD
fun fun. okok nvm cya!
hpy v.day!

2009-02-10T20:44:00.002+08:00

"shyt gets flushed down the toilet eventually"
-shud

LOL.
i heard the MOST DISTURBING THING TODAY frm a certain someone.
i shall never look at ____ in the same light ever aagn!
what a creep Dx

all the more i should fear a certain guy
today yan sheng found a dead moth. though as curious as i mayb and want to see its wings.. i hate dead things. so.. i screamed. alot. RAWr.
i bought all the baking things nded. and tmr i shall bake!xD

i should be doing my work but.....dun feel lyk it?. ok anw.
ah really! i should be doing chem *guilt sinking in*
okok bb. i shall post anthr time.

some things are meant to be kept a secret!!!

2009-02-09T18:40:00.002+08:00

VALENTINESSS
AGH!
NOOOO
*dreams shatters*
ok ok nvm.
i shall spend it visiting my beloved tkgssb =D
hm still wondering if wether i should or not ><
MEEHHH!
how how how?>!
today hui wen and i were making tiny blu-tack ppl and letting them sail on the Ti-89 (graphing caculator.) LOL
so retarded.
anw it was quite an ok day.
bt i heard abt the plan of a prank.
i tink it's rather mean. i do not want to take part in any of it.
the results are emotionally scarring. she did nth to offend u guys. i dont understand what u ppl have agnst her.
i mean she's abit odd. but arent we all too?
well anw. someone i noe was being... a hypocrite?
i mean if uWERE AGNST THE PLAN. u wouldnt jjoin them in laughter and the writing of the 'love letter'
i mean. wat the heck. and u still can tell me ur agnst it? it is very contradicting u noe tht?
but i shant mention namess. =]
well i gtg. gona hv tuition soon Dx

2009-02-06T22:36:00.002+08:00

he said he hates me too.
i cant believe this.
crushed* *rots*
i guess i cant tell him now can i? anthr lonely valentinez. haha.
TT
sigh
toay was so
weird
iw as happy
then i was sad
i was sad cz movin was lyk *argh exact duplicate of uly*
BLOODY HELL.
i'm tired of explainning bull crap
and anw they wont believe me cz uly is almighty....
it's fine at least my frens noe.
well i did feel lyk crying agn today due to my prediction of 50% chance of tears.
but then thank god i didnt man...
or else it'll be hell of embaressment.
esp cz _______________________ was thre,
i tink i'll regret if i dont tell
and yet i will if i did.
this sux alot.
i'll jz bake my valentinez cakes bah
leave it to me =D

2009-02-05T16:19:00.000+08:00

2009-02-04T20:11:00.002+08:00

hm
MATHS KILLS. xD
but is enjoyable. after u solve it. CORRECTLY!
hm i'm lyk freakin out tmr's lit proj is not printed yet? i tink? ARGH!
*muggmugg mugg* i shall MUGG tmr~.. confirm fail la
but I WILL!!! chem and bio and. ergh.. what else..............................ah!!!! physics *hopefully* and do my zuo wen.
=/ CHINESE ARGH!!!!
o well =.=
today thre wasnt much really. except i hade an emotional uproar of feeling extremely stupid. out of place and well tht horrid feeling.. u should noe which 1. i have a strange feeling tht Mr Lee is reading my blog... =/ hmmmmmm!!
if so. i'd jz lyk to say HI MR LEE!thx for visitin xD
well anw. got to go back and crack my brains over a few qn now. cya~!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HWEI!

2009-02-03T21:42:00.003+08:00

well today was quite ok. was uber emo in the morning cz i was upset i hate to 'break' my promise to hwei yen dearest.

and well i managed to meet her today on her special day xD at TK. ah. i miss tht place so much.

well thank God my daddy was off today. my gosh i nvr thought i'd see mother hwei with bangs xDD weee!

well i spent 2 hrs cracking my brain over the clas practice and only on 2 qn. wth.

anyway talked to ys hu offered guidiance. but it's strictly agnst my morals to 'cheat' cz mr lee said no consulting frens. which includes geniuses *COUGH COUGH COUGH!*

he's exactly lyk the big brother i wanted but nvr got. sigh*

o well! i'm being a pig agn. gdnitex. too lazy to write anything else

2009-02-02T19:14:00.003+08:00

GAH! i'm getting mini heart attacks. it's not good for the health.
sigh sigh* and doomsday is approaching.. the cursed 14th feb. ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i was jz wondering what i should do and the out comes seem very horrid.
and i flunked chem! 17/25
TT
UWAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
and i cant believe i'm in the same house with HIM!
ARGHHHH!!
oh we learnt weird cheers in faraday today ._.
really odd.
xD
hm.. what else. physics kills. er......... doomsday..............
I CANT WAIT FOR NEXT CCA PRAC ( omg 1st time i'm actually wanting cca)
i guess kinda it today. i'm too ass lazy to type LOLOLOL

2009-01-31T19:02:00.002+08:00

i miss ya'll....SOO MUCHHH 2e8 is love.
actually i noe it's impossible for my little ideal life to happen.
hardy har. i hope tht i'll come out of this depression soon. i really am at a lost.
i'm so sick of being known as uly's sis i have a name u asses noe tht?
seriously, it's annoying shyt if someone jz lyk comes along and was lyk omg uly's sis *gaspgasp*
exactly why i'll make frens with jrs cz they dont noe a what happened 2 yrs back. thank God.
sigh
i hate co-ed skools. i miss tkg and band so much D=
UWAHHHH!
crush crush crush lololol. i hope mr lee doesnt stumble upon my blog or else i'm dead. LOLOLOL
o well.

2009-01-29T16:30:00.003+08:00

update time!
i've got a inch of gaping wound on my foot. it's healing pretty well =]
yay for no stitches!
well i'm in lit. MEH.
oh well i'll jz DEAL with it. but i've gotta say. my class mates arent really ur perfect bunch of ppl, but they're the weird and the funny and the ppl who'll help create many wonderful memories.
i'm in drama club. and oh no. FAG <- funny accent guy
is thre too. i've gotta admit i LOVE the accent argh. i want one too! D=
well now i tink of it if i was MUCH MUCH PRETTIER i would probably have a shoujo mangaish life now. i'm mean counting the facts tht FAG is quite cute, hilarious, smart and has the height tht i tink is AWESOMELY NICE for a guy, but he's mean.

well if u read shoujo stuff u'll normally noe hw the guy is always oh-so-mean in the beginning and then the 2 would fall helplessly in love and well yea u noe the rest right? ;D
but i'm sure tht'll never ever happen to me. haha too ugly alrdy ^^V
my shoujo dreams are now crushed. bite size and eddible to give sweet dreams (aw.)

well i was kinda looking through my untouched frenster acc. and well i was being me looking at ppl's pictures hahaha well i found alot of tear jerking stuff well cz I MISS 2e8 A HELL LOT.and when i look at the pics they have of themselves (as in the owner of the acc) they seem to have lyk countless unforgettable memories. well urs truly here hasnt any funny things or joyful things to rememebr ^^V
kinda makes me realize how no life i actually am. well mayb tht's bcz i was one to begin with. so threfore i should really fit into NUShigh really well. ur typical backdrop girl here. well i'll TRY to establish a name for myself... try.. with all my might.
well i've gotta say i was really happy when this random dude came up and was lyk 'oh it's nyx, hi.' and being the retarded me i was lyk 'huh? how'd u noe me?'
andhe's lyk 'oh ur uly's sis..' *walks off*

i tell u tht was that MOST HORRIBLE FEELING
to be acknowledge for being ULY's SISTER
and actually ppl remember ur name cz of ur brother not u.bcz the 'nyx' is jz a spieces tht branches out from uly's frens catergory. u noe how horribly frustrating it is?
i mean other than the fact i cant do physics for nuts and have a vocabulary size abt a size of a peanut.
sigh* this really is.... life. dissapointing miserable and well frustrating.
but i'll jz have to get up from this midst of emo-ing and well stand up and move forward i cant always be gloomy forever. and i'll probably not consult a counseller cz it's jz the last resort for me.

TODAY.
well today hmm nth much had 2 hrs of physics. hah.
and well LOL aftr class arnd lyk 1++ was super LOL
skunk* traspassed into the class room and serena,yan sheng and i lyk kinda bitched and talk about random stupid stuff and we tried tying yan shend with a freak ass long ribbon. LOL!
and i guess drama is not so bad with weird ppl lyk skunk arnd to keep me bz. hahahaha
and lit was agn funny we cheered and clapped for no good reason super lol agn.
and we did interviews lyk lmao?
whilst teri,serena and i were lyk doing interview.. well more lyk the questions were on a full scape and we jz passed it to ppl to do it
LOL well we were in the library and well saw yansheng and joanne. honestly no offence but i tink it kinda look lyk a mother and son in a library doing work LOL xDD
well anyway we played hide and seek/ tag in the library LOLOLOL
it was fun xD
well tht's kinda it for today. if every day could be this eventful lyk all the time i seriously wouldnt mind my stay in nushigh

I MISS TKG HELL LOADS ESP 2e8 AND BAND D=
it's hell and heaven mixed into 1
haha well i'll jz go and do my shoujo manga reading once agn =] cya.
x3 Nyx

2009-01-08T18:39:00.002+08:00

WA SHYT SIA!
i'm DAMNEEED PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW!
I HATE LIT
LIT SUCKS COCK LIT SUCKS BHALLZ LIT IS A BIG BIG FAT ARSE HOLE. LIT IS FOR LOSERS AND SISSY KOK KOKS. I HATE LIT!!!!

WAH SIAN LAAA!!! LIT SUX! I HATE LIT!IT SHOULD BE ILLEGAL TO TEACH SUCH SHYT.

DAMNNNN IT! WHY THE HELL PUT ME IN THRE
DAMN DAMN DAMN
I CANT DO LIT RIGHT! I FEEL LYK CRYING OMG, I HATE THIS! THIS IS HORRIBLE. MY ENG IS SHYT. I CANT SPELL RIGHT SO I'LL GET ALOT OF MARKS DEDUCTED AND WELL I CANT ANS THE QUESTION CZ I STRAY TO MUCH AND THE WRITING STYLE IS JUST TOOO ARSE HARD! SHAKESSPEAR CAN GO SHOOT HIMSELF WITH A GUN. OR MAYB A STAB HIMSELF WITH A SPEAR. SINCE GUNS DON'T EXSIST THEN. HAR HAR! ARSE HOLES

LIT = WAR.

I HATE LIT!!!

2009-01-07T20:41:00.002+08:00

today was suppose to paint the CLASS FLAG. LOL i thought it was a banner.
well LOL.

i'm gona make it as GHEY as possible.
i reallized tht MY CHEM SUCKED BHALLLZ! and bio is ok la. but still very SUCKISH.
HAR HAR. FLUNKED CHEM DIAGNOSTICS FOR SURE!

JOEL UR GONA TUTOR ME!! MWAAHAHHAAHHAHA!
x]

reallized funky accent guy aka samuel? i think? is freak ass tall
i'm only arnd his shoulder thre
i'll make sure the next time he stands beside me to make fun of my height i'll giv him a BIG HUG!! LOLOLOL
cz i feel lyk it xD

well tmr gona be anthr funky day. I'm IN LIT?!lyk WTH! I WANT GEOG MANNN!!

almost elected as mentor rep (smth lyk class chairwoman) thank God i wasnt
yen yan is class rep she doesnt talk much. =/ sure KENA BULLY!
ow ell o well i NEED GEOG DANGGIT. alright gtg i'll go write to ms van le x]

2009-01-06T19:42:00.002+08:00

orientation is finally over!... OH NO! tmr thre's skool. oh geez wow yay woopee...dang it.
o wells! orientation was SOO OOOOOOO UBER FUUUNNN... but apparently according to yan shen or HOWEVER U SPELL IT.... (sry ys no offence. i jz cant remember/write CHINESE NAMES. and sorry to the ppl hu's names i cant remember. lyk tht jean yip guy.)
but thre were only 2 UBER HIGH PPL,- me and serena. lyk LOL..

LOLOLOL well i was SUPPER embaressed jz now during the performance. it's lyk every other classes skit was lyk OMG so LOL or SO lame. but our's has to be the worst!! it's lyk o gosh. how does 'hey mickey' tune go with the 'stomp stomp clap' thing.
honestly it doesnt. but HEY DOES IT MATTER?...... it does to me but... AH HECK!!!!

well seriously if we did do the SKIT it would be MUCH better... well not really since lyk 85% of the class are lifeless dead zombies or dont wana do it. sigh** tmr i tink thre's banner painting... righttt..?? well i'm gona make it THE GAYEST LOOKING ONE EVER!! HAR HAR HAR IN UR FACE U SQUARE NERDS!!!! HAR HAR!

also played WATER GAMES TODAY!! SO FUNNN!!! well it was kinda lyk a human battle ship thingy. well u get splashed wif half a bucket of water if u get lyk hit? well anw. i got hit and BOB POURED THE BLOODY BUCKET OF WATER. is he for lyk some kind of revenge or smth == LOL well i dun care. i'm really suppose to be studying for my diagnostics tmr but apparently i cant seem to give a damn. HARDY HAR HAR xD

WEEE! well ytd was awesome. i WOULD POST A PIC OF OUR CLASS SHIELD.. but. LOL i'm too lazy to upload. as u can see i'm alrdy typing alot for a post!!!! hahahahhahaha.
class shield is so cute. cz i did a peace sign on it LOLOLOLOL!!!
stations ytd was awesome too! and balony thought me NEW WORD. gormless- stupid. in idk what way. lol the china dictionary said 'ben tou ben nao' = stupid brain and head?

LOLOL balony is my 1 of my class counsil= hui wen.
hmm well part of the meat family.
i'm salami. serina's sashimi. jon jon was suppose to be STEAK. but he doesnt wana be called a meat. so HAH. eilliene's ham.
did i mention i got PROMOTED to GORMLESS SALAMI by the ALL MIGHTY MAGIC STICK OF BALONY.

and tiffany called me a COW. MOO u!

i'll change my skin lyk when i'm free dis week LOL

TMR GOT DIAGNOSTICS!
did i mention i'm SUPER angry cz i'm doing LIT instead of GEOG. LOLOL my mom wrote in to the tcher for me but she wrote it wrong. she asked if i could do geog instead of hist. well i'm doing lit nt hist. sometimes parents can be really ignorant. LOL i hope no adult will read this LOLOLOLOL

alight alright i'll go 'STUDY' le ...
aftr I CHECK MY eSPACE THINGY. ahaahahaha! OK CYA!! i'll upload pics soon!

2009-01-02T20:55:00.002+08:00

1ST DAY OF SKOOL.
here's a little drawin to rep it. GO FIGURE! =D

2008-12-26T14:28:00.003+08:00

hello! well merry BELATED christmas =]
i WAS planning on writing ytd. but was too lazy =x
o well! xD

christmas wasnt THAT CHRISTMASY AT ALL
lol.. JUST FYI TO ALL U SINGAPOREANS OUT THRE HU ONLY RECOGNIZE JINGLE BELLS, JINGLE BELL ROCK AND RUDOLPH THE RED NOSE REINDEER AND FROSTY.

THERE ARE MORE CHRISTMAS SONGS OUT THERE IN THE VAST WORLD.
and to u STUPID RADIO DJ's.

WHAT'S THE POINT OF PLAYING CHRISTMAS SONGS ON 24TH DECEMBER. 3HOURS BEFORE MIDNIGHT!.. hey we're all probably hving a gathering n not listenning to the radio ya noobs.

christmas songs should be aired in lyk early dec or late nov. .... jeez dont u idiots know tht?

hmm and well my christmas felt lyk any other day.. because shops were open and i wasnt 'forced' to stay home and spend a lovely joyous christmas gathering.

CHRISTMAS IS MEANT TO BE SPENT AT HOME WITH FAMILY AND FRIENDS. NOT SHOPPING AT ROBINSON SALES. nubby nub nub singaporeans xD

o well gtg1
signing off ;D
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL AND TO ALL A GOOD afternoon?
xD

<3 Nyx

spread da love

BRIDGIN COURSE

2008-12-16T16:52:00.002+08:00

my goosh. i was freakin' last ytd ._.

today was ok. I ACTUALLY UNDERSTOOD 75% OF THE LESSON!
lyk 'omg wow.'
i feel SO SMART! LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL.

ok anyway tmr seems lyk i have to stay back in NUSH for extra lessons frm anonymous.
then how the heck am i suppose to go to band ._.""""""
AH!
meeeeehhh. and tmr thre's my bridal make-up exam. (die le. i cant draw eyebrows right, nor can i draw the contour.. or do eyeshadow right...) a i'm dead meat.

i cant wait for next year too, cant wait to meet all the nice ppl =D
<3 my new frens in nush ;D
muah! lolololol!
hahh...ok lazy to type the rest. + got MATHS TO DO (ahhh!!!!!*sucked into a black hole* )

2008-12-14T10:27:00.003+08:00

MORE PICS FROM YTD

group shot

'L'

emo ian xD

READING CLUB

just hanging..

COSCON

2008-12-13T17:15:00.003+08:00

"i'm camouflaging with the wall... TEEHEE!"

well technically, i din 'go' for cos con

i REFUSED TO PAY 12 DOLLARS TO GO IN ( hahahah i'm stingy xD )
well it was a few booths only, not worth my 12 dollars LOL.

but instead we hung OUTSIDE the convention, but tht's good enuff for me =D

JOSEPHINE AND ME

JOANNE AND ME xD

(i'm gona KILL YOU FOR UR LEENALEE COSTUME!!!)

Uly & i

well kinda cam whored today, and i was so bitchy poking fun at ppl ==

*sigh*

I FEEL GUILTY!! TT

Cam whoring on the MRT

after goin to expo.. we (= joanne,josephina,ian,amanda,timothy,uly,me,abby,'some other dude whose name i don't recall') went to tampinese

The train ride was so hilarious.everyone on the train was like *STARRREEEEE*
and this lady as so petrified hahaha well of course a group of 9 teens out of which 4 are cosplaying will definately attract stares. well everyone stared at us whre ever we went LOL.

we're such attention seekers LOLOLOL

at tampinese, we (=josephina,uly,abby,"the dude' and me) went to the arcade while the rest went to READ i think.

lol!

when i was topping up my card the dude behind the counter was like "hey ur not goin for the EOY coscon?" then i was lyk " went alrdy, bt got bored." lolol what a lie. o well =]

we played ONLY para and DDR
LOLLOLOLOLOL

i think i over did it i have a runny nose now LOLOLOL
and my feet hurt .
lesson:

NEVER EVER PLAY DDR WITH BOOTS/HEELS!!

aftr hving enuff of arcading, went home, and the train ride agn everyone *STARREEEEE*
then getting of the mrt, this bunch of dudes hanging arnd the station was like 'hey look, tht's yuki' lmao lmao lmao. well AT LEAST THEY RECOGNISED WHAT I'M COSPLAYING AS.lolol despite the unglamorous me wearing a pretty costume..

2008-12-13T10:08:00.003+08:00

i'm gona be changing skins according to events xDDD yayers

TODAY IS COSON EOY (kyah!)
xDDDDDDDDDDD
yay yayyayayayayaayyayayayayayayayayayayay!
x]]]

oh-my-gosh
ytd i was studying the chemistry module (CM3305)
meh i tink it's only for new year 3 NUSH students. my goodness there's lyk freaking SIX sections! and i couldnt even survive the 1st 2 pages ==

SO CONFUSING!!!! gAHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

1 angstrom= 1 X 10^ -10 m
and tht's a typical size of an atom
and thre's what what stupid AMU(atomic mass unit) my GOOOOSH why make it so chim sounding!!
jz say WEIGHT OF ATOM. !!#!$%@ MEHHHH!!!

abd then all of a sudden aftr telling me 1AMU = 1/# of proton+ # of neutron
it says:
1 AMU = 1.660539 X 10 ^ -24g

??????????????????????? SO CONFUSED! TT

tht's still not the end i was jz flipping my notes then it talks about smth called 'THE MOLE'

what?? i din noe it's a scientific term..... i thought it's jz THE MANY SPOTS on the skin DUE to some kind of PIGMENTATION.. or smth along tht line.......

SIIGGGHHH*

well gtg STUDY MORE CONFUSING SHYTT... D=

ARE YOU SINGAPOREAN? take the test!

2008-12-08T11:52:00.003+08:00

heyyas~

i just came up with the 'ARE you SINGAPOREAN test'
enjoy!!! [copyright 2008© Nyx's craptalking association]

Singaporean Test

be honest. add up the total marks later.

1) During peak hour, i push my way through the crowd to get into the MRT.

yes - 5 no - 0 sometimes- 2.5

2) i Would queue for HOURS just to get freebies. (e.g.free cone day, ben's & jerry's)

yes- 5 no - 0 sometimes- 2.5

3)I complain alot. (at least 3 times a day) but i dont take any action to solve my complaints.

yes- 5 no -0 sometimes- 2.5

4) i give up my seat to people who need it more then me.(e.g. pregnant lady, old ppl, young kids[below 7] )

always -0 never- 5 sometimes if i notice them- 2.5

5) i LOVE GOSSIPING about my collegues' and classmates' blunders and 'love affairs'.

YESS!!!- 5 no- 0 depends who.. - 2.5

6) i would drive anywhre in singapore to get a delicious,cheap meal.

yes- 5 no- 0 sometimes-2.5

7) i dont clean up after myself (e.g.put back trays)... in public.. cz they've got ppl to do that for me.

yes- 5 no -0 sometimes- 2.5

8) i complain about how much tax the government makes us pay, and the stupid ERP, and rising prices.

yes- 5 no -0 sometimes- 2.5

9) i hate losing to people in exams or competition. because it hurts my ego.

yes- 5 no -0 sometimes- 2.5

10) i never question about my bosses/ upper men doings, because i don't wana get in trouble with them.

yes- 5 no -0 sometimes- 2.5

this test is upon 50.what have u scored?

32.5-50 : TRUE BLUE SINGAPOREAN

16-30: Average human

0-15: semi-kind soul.

2008-12-07T19:52:00.002+08:00

heyS~ long time no update ^^V

well. good news and not-so-good news =]

~*GOOD*~
- i got into NUS high
- i got my dog shaved xD

-`NOT SO GOOD`-

- my new uniform has a puke green skirt (i'm fated to be with grn.) tht is from my waist to my knees... ( tht's a good 50cm mind u.)
-i'm instantaniously ULY'S LITTLE SISTER
- i'm gona miss SYF ( i was really looking forward to it!!!! D= )

MEH!

i'm so gona miss my friends in TKG... D=

well at least i'll meet new frens in NUSH ^^VVV

???

2008-10-29T11:23:00.002+08:00

hello~

well i'm back from my little trip to phuket... it kinda sux honestly cz
- i fell off a horse (i din break anything ==)
- i got sick
- things they sold are the same ever where
-staying in a hotel room 50% of the tym is really boring..

but the pluses are tht
- i got hooked to twilight saga (edward is so hawt! ;D )
- i had nice massages xD
- beach was awesome (the water is soooo clear!)
- simon caberat ROX! (it's a caberat with males.. hu dress as girls.. THEY'RE FREAKIN PRETTY OK>?!.. but the thing was. the guys thre were so freaking cute... until i found out they were gona b changing they're sex soon. ARGH!)

well at least i went overseas right? ^^V

and i did miss the last day of skool == ...... TT
well it's not lyk any1 actually noticed i wasnt thre. cz i'm air. *drift drift*

well so here's my deication to 2e8 =] i'll seriously miss all of u alot! D=

1) AvInA - The drama mama
you're super super nice and easy to talk to! And ur sacarsm is really funny.
2) NiNa - The shy
it's fun to make fun of u, lol u'd blush lyk crazy. u still do remind me of a bunny =/
4) JiaXin - The quiet
u've really got to speak up, i noe u hv really great ideas locked in tht head of urs among the books and manga. pls share nxt tym kay? ^^
5) Filzah - The smile-er
i don't noe much about u, but u seem to smile all the time. u really helped out alot in the SAILS task!
6) LiLin - The Bookworm
i'm still amazed u hvnt been any strange accidents while reading ur books.
7) Hwei Yen - THe Musician
u're my BESTEST fren in 2e8 i seriously wouldn't hv survived this year without u. (cz i'd be a loner... LOLOLOL) keep smiling hwei ;D
8) ShiBEi -The gay
shibei! ur lyk suuuuuuuper funny, i'll miss ur loud complains of hw and hilarious acts in the class room near the end of reccess
9) JoyCe - The DICTATOR
u're actions and words are super funny.
10) KimberLy -The slacker
sleeping too much isn't good for u. haha. i'm still wondering how u pass when u dont really listen in class =/
11) Ratana - The Nice prefect
u're lyk a uber nice prefecct and ur care and concern really shows. thx for everything this year ;D
12) MicHelle - The nail buffer
hey thx for introducing the buffer to me haha. shiny nails are really pretty @@
13) JianMIn- The HardWorking
thx for giving me support and a listening ear! i'm sure u'll make a good AV president nxt year ;D
14)DuanYi - The hardcore JC fan
i still don't get y u lyk jay chou but haha at least ur dedicated to someone u love... it's kinda impressive actually..
15) RuoXI - The dancer
u've been such a nice table partner! u emit this kind of lyk calm waves or smth.. it's great sitting nxt to u =]
16)Risa - The English Pro
it's been a great semester working with u as a vice-chair. =] thx for helping out with the class affairs
17)NAtasHA - The rising star
i'm not sure if i'm still ur spokesman for NanaToTaru. haha but i'll give u a hovercar once i've invented it ;D i'm really gona miss tht physcotic laugh of urs. it's really funny
18) SHabRIna - The sexiest legs
u're really nice and patient! and great at sports.
19)JoMin - The Bowler
no offence but ur the most ah lian person i noe, and u hv some really retraded jokes which are kinda funny, and thre's some i dun understand bt heck. hope u can b a star bowler nxt tym ;D
20) NAtAlIe - The future MRS BALE
i still dont get what's so nice about Christian bale but it's ok.. cz i think batman is cool. i really hope tht we can be frens agn, cz i'm really sry for the inccident tht tym =]
21) WuAnTIng - The Sporty
i wonder if u still lyk kaname.. but thx for sharing ur cereals with me this year xD
22)RuRy - The most Random
u r really funky haha all the weird songs and random things u talk about in class... yes i can hear u hahaha.
23)SARa -THe artist
it's great to see u after 4 yrs? i was really surprised in sec 1 i'd nvr thought i'd ever meet u agn haha.
24)SHarOn - The nice POP
u're hardworking and nice, i'm sure tht u'll be a great prefect x]
25)ShiRA - The cheerful
u always carry a smile with you. thx for working wif me during the lit proj ;D
26) HUeKAY - The music theory expert
i always thought ur really scary till i started talking to u. haha u're really nice and ur actions make me wana laugh. jy i hope u become a great musician yea?
27) LiHong - The HIGH
anthr random person. u're loud and funny with ur masking tape facial hair haha and stuff.it's been really great sitting in front of u.? haha
28) Sien - The dazed
no offence u look realy funny when u stone haha xD and u're panic-ky face is funny haha. u look so much btr with short hair ;D
29) Clara - THE SMART
smart and humble, it's amazing.. it's great hving u in the class, and u've helped out so much. thx a bunch =]
30) MingMIn - The LIt master
u'r easy to talk to, and u use some really chim words i dont understand...well cz i hv bad vocab haha.
31 ) Vanessa - The taitai
thx for being my advisor haha i tink u're really funny u always talk about k.dramas and well gossip a hell lot. hahahhaha so tai tai x] it's really cute
32) MEllisa - The LIVING encyclopedia
u freaking noe anything..how do u do tht? it's really amazing. and ur so smart too...
33) Eleanore - The stuff toy master
u seem to hv alot of build-a-bear stuff..ah we should go make a bear tgh sometime x]
34) CHermaine - The pink
haha it's been fun working with u as a maths rep, i din help much in semester 2 sry~
35) JiSeon - The hip-hop dancer
thx for showing me my korean name... although i was hoping for smth nice but haha i guess it's cool enuff to hv it translated hahah thx =]

i'll really miss u 2e8
2e8 today.tommorrow, forever =]

cant wait for chalet!

P.S. class com i've got smth for u guys! =]

let's change the world

2008-09-03T21:42:00.003+08:00

ahahaha hi.

today. thre was band
lolx. i played horribly. TT o well. must improve. i hope we'll sound great on friday =]

yay yay.

anyway after tht (5pm++) sumita and i went to the marine parade library xD
ok fine i din accomplish much.

then... go home lo arnd 1922 left library...

and haha i helped an old lady cross the road today.
literally.
actually she's blind in one eye. so poor thing. and she went to buy medicine for her foot which was having some crams i tink?
and obviously visit her brother who has cancer. lolx. pls pray for her =]

well ya so she couldnt see in the dark and was walking in the light ON THE MAIN ROAD. & i'm all lyk. omg is she gona b ok... then ya well i turned bck and helped her. lolx!! and i walked her back to the condo security guard person thre. lolxxxx tht took lyk 20 min LMAO LMAO LMAO. well considering we had to cross 2 roads and walk down and up a slight hill.... hmmmmmm...
LOL actually i felt really really happy after helping her xDD (u noe i thought of those girl scout badge thingies? lolx the 'i help an old lady cross the road'-badge.) hahahaa
well she's so cute. although she talked in chinese.. and this dilect thingy.. mayb hokkien or smth. sounded familiar... hmmmmmmm....
LOL. well i hope her foot gets btr and a mirical would cure her brother of cancer. =D
OR MAYB i'll find the cure to cancer! and INVENT THE WORLD'S 1st ECO FRIENDLY HOVER CAR~! ((when i grow up))

HELP ME PRAY FOR THT OLD LADY~! thx~! (hey i'm praying tooo ok. LOL)
mayb i should have given her my phone number so she can call me if she's bored.. hmmmm...... being old must b hard =// o well
i'll meet her agn if God allows me to =]

anyway i was thinking if every1 did help an old lady cross the road or helped someone in doing a small favour lyk everyday... wouldnt the world be a happier place. i mean.. hey it's a win-win sitch! i feel good and u benefit =]
let's all change the world =] bit by bit.with a random act of kindness (evan almighty lolx)

america's got talent! i love tht derrick dude!!! i hope he wins hahaahah
(just FYI. he crossdressed. and acted as britney spears) LOLOLOL

oh jz incase thre's any secret government agent coming to my blog (0.00001% chance)
pls put up more lights along the road. old ppl cant really see tht well u noe?
lyk geez. y so stingy. u've got tons of money anyways =="

& if ur so concerned about global warming and all. switch all the road lights to energy saving bulbs or mayb put solar panels on the top of the lamps so less fuel is burnt.(it's soooo duuhhh isnt it?)
ok mayb it's done aand i dunt noe it but anyway.and dont take away tht greeen land near the expo for some stupid IT skool =="" lyk omg plant TREES AND GREENSTUFF? to help clean the air? and u noe singapore is supposedly the garden city. but tht's only when u walk on land in sg.
it probably looks lyk some kind of blocks of tar and metal and concrete from outer space =="
y dont u plant plants on rooftops? eg: rooftop gardens in chicago? their eco frenly and absorb storm water AND cool the building (save money on the aircon stuff) and of courseeee it's more expensive and all. but it doesnt really nd to be replaced as often as tar rooftops ==" besides. sg is lyk kinda rich i mean look at how much u ppl are paying those china ppl who won our olympic medals for us. == jz fyi. it's nth to b proud of. cz the ping pong players are from china. they're not REAL sg-eans althought they hv citizen ship and all ==""

I KNOW WHAT THE SCI SHOW THING ( whre smart skools compete to find the best problems to solve global warming) [the one on thursday's 7.30pm] IS FOR!!

ur gona find the best answers and claim it as ur own!!!

ok i'm lazy to write le
lolx bb

NATIONAL DAY SPECIAL~!

2008-08-15T19:11:00.003+08:00

yo!~i noe it's kinda late to celebrate national day but o well~!

xD i wrote this poem for fun. but it does have some stuff to do with singapore... =] enjoy~!

[ title: ______ ( havent decided ><) ]

thre was an island, small and green
with animals which made a scene
on this island was a village
and it had a kampung image
Temasek was it's name
with fishing as it's game

After Sir Raffles came
out popped streets and lanes
shophouses and ports
this green little island was half gone.
a new name 'SINGAPORE' bestowed upon it

this island now a colony of british.
with a port it flourished.
many immigrants came
this story is getting very lame.

the japanesed attack
and the british ran back.
the japanese were icy cold.
and the island was now 'Syonan-to'.

one bomb. 2 bombs
and the brits came back.
riots broke out and later
the a new constitution, set.

out came PAP
'vote for me!'
jz to cut the story short.
we gained our independence in 1965.
our dear leader had cried.

now Singapore, independent and strong.
has a history of about 43 years long.
shine for singapore.bcz it's ok to.

moving on to..
the plain fields oppoite the expo
and near the old changi road,
this land is gona b SIM.
sg's 4th uni. it's gona b so glam.

this field whre birds lay.
it's gona b gone one day.
tall buildings in it's place.
it's the world's latest craze.

THE END

lol so long. sry if it sucked =]
anyway. lol ya the sim is gona b built quite near my house. =// sigh
they should JZ LEAVE THT PLAIN LAND ALONE!!!!

lolx

2008-08-03T19:48:00.002+08:00

halo. haha super uber dead blog....

ahh! i shhould really start posting agn...

...

sigh*

oh well. nth much happened anyways..
except i'm now v.chair.. and doing literally everything...
and really stressed out.. and sad.. and.. yea..
BOO!! o well~

WATCH ME FLY! I'M GOIN INTO MY TRIPLE SCI CLASS!

SHUNNNNNN!

2008-06-21T19:11:00.003+08:00

omg omgomgomgomg.
SG-REANS ARE SUCH BUTTS LA CAN.

so inconsiderate
LYK TSK
SHUN THESE PPL
SHUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

jz now on mrt so full.. well not realy la. but sg-reans having huge BUTTS. had to sit down cz their butts are made of solid gold. and it hurts to stand.

well anyway. this old couple came in la. then it's lyk
SUDDENLY! everyone is stoning.
LYK OMG LA.
PPL WITH WHITE HAIR OR HUGE BELLIES SHOULD SIT. cz. I SAY SO.
no la. but it's only... er. polite?
idk
but it's good for ur soul. ANYWAY
no one gave this old white haired couple seats. then i was standing up. cz my butt is made of flesh. not gold. HAH. anyway. yea i felt damn pissed. o well
SHUN U HORRIBLE PPL OUT THRE
SHUNNNNNN!

bleh

2008-06-20T21:58:00.003+08:00

OMG HAI! :D

i jz changed skin <3>write type.
o well. CYA~

2008-06-16T15:08:00.012+08:00

HIIII!!

OMG so long nvr post

XDxD xD

bz la...no not really.. jz lazy. xD

so ytd was band concert.. i screwed up bad. play so many wrong notes TTs

BUT had lots and lots of gifts(mostly flowers~)~ <3>

so many things happened lo lyk er.. b4 hols went to a goat farm and duno wad farm... LOL then went to duno wad club...

thre's church camp... i dun have da pics now.. but here are some clay thingy i put tgh LOL

deshawn's cup... <- he gave me. and my clay pOOP xD xD xD

and thre's my kor's first day of work.. and meetin him to play para para. xD xD

and my massive shopping spree.. ALL OF IT ARE MINEEE

then thre was the guild outing. those guys are freakishly tall..except a few

=XX

thre was also.. er TJ concert Jessica performed x]]

yea went as a section.. but geraldyn mummy and regine daddy nvm come =="

i did volunteer work at nearby clinic.actually suppose to sign cip form.. but i too lazy to get. LOL. nvm i had 6 hrs of self volunteer non-profitable work. they have a cute clinic kitty <3 href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_QxZBoRbu7O8/SFYUOlaxd9I/AAAAAAAAAJU/ESUwoUm2gQs/s1600-h/DSC01226.JPG">

then last thursday i went to science centre with my couzy's agn~!

yea tht's kinda it. i still haven't done hols hw. LOL. die. XX

o well haha. anyway i gtg for class BBQ soon. CYA =D

I STILL HAVE 6 MORE DAYS AS A REGULAR CLASS GIRL

2008-05-14T22:21:00.002+08:00

helo.

hmm

today..had band.

yes. wow.

but after band i was waiting for dad to come

AND I SAW ETHEL =DD

literally pounced on her.

SORRY ETHEL D=

btw. the gummy u gave me got stuck in my braces for 1 hour ._.

LOLX.

too lazy to post anything else

har har har

sry for accusing u for smth u din do.

i tot u were lying.

truely sry.

abit too late for saying this now rite?

hah.

stuff

2008-05-08T21:00:00.002+08:00

dear earl and dian. i noe i'm such an asshole n trying to put u guys down. but fact is. i'm jz trying to help u guys. AS INDIVIUALS. not as A COUPLE.

and. ya. i noe i suck for tht. so i'm jz gona say sry here ok?

i
m
s
r
y
for
all
the
shyt
i've
done

well. anyway. call me a plastic bag and dump me arnd?

oh. thx alot earl =D
tht's sooo sweet of u

ur saying i'm sooo~ oh so~ useful and conveniant. and helpful. awww~ tht's reall sweet.
nahh. u shuld be calling DIAN UR PLASTIC BAG. not me. cuz i belong to no one. i drift arnd. =]

so i'm a FLYING PLASTIC BAG.

dian on the other hand is urs to do wadeva u wish to.

well hv fun kay? xD

DEAR ALL~! i WILL BE HAVING ANTHR BLOG SOON. SO KEEP LOOKING FOR IT. THT BLOG SHALL HAVE NO LINKS. AS IT IS DEDICATED TO GLOBAL WARMING AND ALL. IT'S NOT CMPS. IT'S ON MY OWN ACCORD.

I WILL BE SENDING OUT POWERPOINT STUFFS. SO IF U GET IT. PLS FORWARD IT. I WANT THE WHOLE WORLD TO HELP ME. CUZ I AS AN INDIVIUAL IS QUITE POWERLESS..

TY~ luv u all loads~
-NYx

a quiz i tink. from hweii

2008-05-07T19:34:00.002+08:00

i'll be writing in this colour =D
1. What will I be most focused on most of the time? band
2. What do you want the most now? stay calm. beeeee happy =D [buzz]
3. Who is the person you trust the most? NATALIE. HWEI YEN.... my dog ._. scottie. & beloved softtoys
4. Do you think you have enough confidence? yes.
5.If you have a dream to come true, what will it be? to be a vet.
6.Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after rain? yes. very much indeed. i love rainbows.
7. What is your goal for this year? GET INTO TRIPLE SCIENCES!!
8. Do you believe in eternity love? yeah
9. What feeling do you like the most? happiness.
10. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half? patience.kindness.cuteness.humour.honest
11. What feeling do you hate the most? hate. i hate hate.
12.Do you cherish every single friendship of yours? yes. every single one of them. i just dun admit it
13.Do you believe God? yes!! of coz. lyk duh.
14.What do you think is the most important thing in your life? my family and friends
15.Who do you hope to be always there for you? my softtoys. family. scottie. uly. natalie.
16.Who is your best friend? best... if it's one sided. natalie. i dun really have a besttie ^^V sadly.
17.Who cares for you the most? mom and dad.
18.Do you think " LOVE " is stupid? no... mayb sometimes. but it's lyk FREAKING IMPORTANT 24/7
19. Who do I hate the most? noone. yes. noone. i hate noone. not even earl or dian.
20. Which question should I remove?
Ans: This oneRandomly remove one question from above, and add in your own question, make it a total of 20 questions. what? i dun get it.
Tag 8 people in your list , list them out at the end of this post.Notify them in their chatbox that he/she has been tagged and whoever does the tag will have blessings from all people.

1. BOB
2. PEANUT BUTTER
3. FUZZ
4. gluestick
5. scottie
6. meow meow =3
7. bunny [:3
8. BOBETTE LOW =D

LESSON OF THE DAY AND YTD AND TMR.

NEVER PISS OFF DONALD DUCKs.
they are freaking scary when it comes to exam script marking

a day with mum.

2008-05-03T21:06:00.003+08:00

today... went to market. with mum.

at 1 went for a haircut at aunt jen's. WITH MUM.

n it took 3hours to cut both our hairs.

then..3pm ++/--

went to bugis for some shopping. with mum

and guess wad?

she SO HIP! U NOE!

take neos with me. omg i so act cute in all of them la cann ==wa lau. I SO ACT CUTE. NYx U GHEYLORD.

act cute agn! NYx UR.. SUPER GHEY LORD *bck grnd music* [na-nana-na!] it's suppose to b tht trumpet thingy sound when a hero comes into a movie or smth.

i'm so proud of her! *sniffles* she decorated the pic wif the panda n bear *sobbles sniffs*

LOLX ok. anyway gtg do chinese proj thingy-meh-jig. cya ;D

2008-05-02T21:21:00.002+08:00

haha hihi ppl. today.. not much la. hmm yup not much =="

hmmm ohh. to the person hu is spamming my tag board..

hey thx. =]

i noe u love me alot. so ya keep spamming ok?

it's fine by me ;D

n since ur oh so sweet. awwww i love u too for spamming my tagboard ;D

wondering

2008-05-01T20:45:00.002+08:00

u noe. i'm starting to wonder. wad is it tht is making me go all emo. it's lyk i'm sinking. lower n lower into the dark dark pit of emoness and doom.

-AHHH NOOOOOOO! - *echoes*
[giagantore worm hole in the background]

hmmm.. mayb it's hormones...nahh. but every whre i look arnd me seems to be blooming wif fun life and.. laughter. now... wad has happened to the cheery me?

i'm sure it didnt die. probably just hybernating or smth.. WAKE UP DAMN IT!!!

ahhhh-hahahaha. I WANA BE GHEY AND FUZZY AGAIN

-stares over to the happy rainbow-ey side- SOO BRIGHT *shield eyes*

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

WAKE UP NYX!! WAKE UP WAKEUP WAKEUP WAKEUP WAKEUP WAKEUP WAKEUP WAKEUP WAKEUP WAKEUP WAKEUP WAKEUP WAKEUP WAKEUP WAKEUP WAKEUP!!! THIS EMO U IS NOT YOU!!!

WAD IS WRONG!! GO AWAY EMO! shoo!!!!!!!

might be changing url AGAIN MWAHAHAHAHA!.

& skin too. skin sux so much bhallz even though i oni had it for 1 day

pure sick. LETTING IT OUT

2008-04-30T19:33:00.003+08:00

i am SICK.

SICK OF ALL UR IDIOTIC EXCUSES.

SICK OF BEING THE PERSON U TAKE IT OUT ON WHEN U GET PMS-EY

SICK OF HEARING U WHINE ON AND ON ABOUT HOW MISERABLE UR LIFE IS.IT'S ACTUALLY VERY GOOD ALRDY U NOE?! i would lyk attention from my parents as much as u Do. but i dun get tht treatment always. U DUN SEE ME COMPLAINING ABOUT IT EVERYDAY RITE?!

SICK OF HEARING U SAY HOW BAD AND UGLY U ARE.
fuck it. ur pretty ok? compared to some other ppl. ur ok. my gawd. i din say i was pretty ok? SO DUN GO CALLING ME a WHORE OR A SLUT OR WADEVA.

SICK OF U SCOLDING ME AND SAYING HOW IT'S ALWAYYSSSS MY FAULT. it's my fault? really?
NO!
it's UR FAULT. hu ask u so sensitive?! i say one.. ONE small sentence. AND U GO BOOOOMM. omg how many times have u insulted me? how many tyms have u commented on how horrible i look?!
and do i go exploding EVERY TIME? NOOOOOO. I DUN.

I'M SICK OF BEING UR STUPID STUPID STUPID FRIEND...
WHEN U DUN EVEN CARE ANYMORE. JUST BECAUSE I SAY UR HAIR LOOKS GROSS. U HAVE TO GO IGNORING ME.

U NOE. I MAY BE UGLY AND ALL. BUT AT LEAST I'M NOT LYK U. AT LEAST I HAVE SELF ESTEEM. SMTH WHICH U LACK. THT'S Y UR SO INSECURE ALL THE TIME. GOODNESS. AND U TAKE IT OUT ON ALL THE PPL HU ARE UGLIER THAN U LYK BABOONA. [NO OFFENSE]
LYK PLS. EVEN BABOONA IS PRETTIER THAN U. U NOE Y? AT LEAST HE HAS CONFIDENCE IN HIMSELF. UNLIKE YOU.

I'M SICK. OF HOW U IGNORING ME.

TURN UR BACK AT ME

SUDDENLY STOP TALKING WHEN I'M AROUND

NOT ACKNOWLEDGING THT I M THRE. EVEN WHEN I SAY HI..

HOW STUBBORN CAN U BE?! U NOE U ARE JUST LYK THT GRANDMA OF URS U CALL A BITCH.
WAIT! WAD?! U CALLED UR GRANDMA A BITCH. WELL FYI GENIUS. UR THE BITCH. CUZ IF IT WERENT FOR UR GRANDMA U WUN B HERE NOW WOULD U. STUPID R-TARD. RESPECT THE ELDERLY U STUPID ASS.

HEY U STUPID SELFISH JERK. DO U REALLY HAVE TO IGNORE ME? MAYB UR JZ SCARED OF ME! ARE U THT SCARED OF ME? Y ARE U SUCH A COWARD?!

U NOE WAD? NVM! I WANT TO THANK U.

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR OPENING MY EYES TO THE REAL CRUEL WORLD OUT THRE.
THANK YOU FOR BEING A GOOD FRIEND AND LISTENING... SO U CAN BACKSTAB AND BETRAY ME. NOW WHY DID I EVEN TRUST U?

THANK YOU FOR MAKING ME REALISE WHAT TRUE FRIENDS ARE.
THANK YOU FOR MAKING ME LOSE FAITH IN PPL.

I M SUCH A JERK FOR POSTIN THIS. BUT I'M SRY. U DUN EXPECT ME TO BOTTLE ALL MY ANGER, DO U?

FREE CONE DAYY

2008-04-29T16:10:00.003+08:00

AHAHAHA today is free cone at b&j's <3
went to white sands to meet my couzy-samantha chan =D
ya the Q was lyk... omg la
from the side alllll the way to macs. whre thre's a U-TURN INTO b/j's
goodness hhahaa. tht's only 1/8 of the Q.

saw jodi. she let us cut. but... me n sammy were too imaptient.
so we went to down town east... thre was no queue thre. cuz they dun do the free cone thre. haha but we had out icecream within one min!!! =D well mine was goo-ey cuz i tink not cold enuff .___."" so it was in a cup TTz o well AT LEAST it's STILL ICE-CREAM. kinda. i guess...

sg-rean arrhhz as long FREE can Q the entire day OSO CANNN

here are the pics from ytd =DD

shibei the HIGHWAYY MANNN
kimmy n sharon... idk wad their doing..
emo me...

elearn day.

2008-04-28T18:08:00.003+08:00

HII PPL so long nvr update.
lololol. sry la got exams. n i was too bz slacking away past few days. lolol
today elearn day. wa seh stupid lit kena 53%?! i tink smth wrong wif the bloody system.

& YAY SRs COMING FOR BAND AGN! AHAHAHAHA!! <3333333333333

today went to shibei's after elearn (reach thre 130?) ya wait for kimmie n sharon. THEY CAME AT 3! my god. lilin din come at all. OMG PLS COME NEXT TYMMMM.

i wanted change the skin but i was too lazy. so anthr tym bahh..

i'll upload pictures taken from shibei's... later.... idk la HAR HAR HAR. [too lazy from post exam ooziness. pls 4giv the no colour/size diff font horrid entry today HAR HAR]

Good Bye. thx

2008-04-17T16:26:00.003+08:00

heys heys ppl. =] i've been super emo this past few days. i'm sry.

but something.... is making me very upset.

i wun tell u all. but i'd lyk to say smth to a few ppl.

Dian Sofia or hwever u spell ur name. i'd really love to thank u. for being my bitching fren. but u noe wad? i'm sure u let out my secrets. once. no. more than once. probably many tyms. i'm sry i dun trust u anymore after u sold me out. after u did smth tht u swore u weren't tht type of person. i cant trust u any more dian. i'm sry.

u ignored ur frenz. jz for the sake. of hearing nth bad of ur bf. we're worried about u, tht's the truth. so we're trying to prevent u from being hurt. but u push us away. we've done our part as ur frenz. unlike the rest. i tink it's the final straw. dian, i'm no longer ur fren. n ur no longer mine. thx for the memories.

earl. i've tot u changed. u told me u had. but i see i was wrong. AGAIN. i dun trust u either. n dun tell me i'm over reacting. it's u hu doesn't get it.

n let me tell u. short-term happiness... is nth. compared to long-term suffering. it's not worth it. still dun get it? well jz tink about it. i'm not jealous or anything ok? dun get me wrong.

n to both u love birds.

dian n earl. i wish u both happiness.. i'm letting go of both of u. bcuz. u arent frenz tht are worth keeping. so goodbye.

tai-ology

2008-04-14T16:36:00.002+08:00

omg omg omg omg omg omg omg!! AHHHHH! i've been watching a show. wei xiao pasta. AHHHHH!!!
leads are nicholas n cindy!! omg! i noe la. i'm not a fan crazy fan girl kinda person. (i tink)
but but but,...NICHOLAS ISSS SOOOO CUTEEEEEEEEEE! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! n he's SO SWEETTT (in the show) AND HIS VOICE... ok mayb abit high for a guy... BUT IT'S DREAMY IN A WAYYY. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
super super whacked..

btw. is my aura soooo sooo sooo very obvious??? Nata & Amy Mei seems to be able to 'seee through' me. vverrry easily.
hmm.....

today had super super super moodswings. very scary i must say... lolx.

i'm sorrry nata!! i've been mood swinging today, & u had to tolerate it. SRRRYYYYY muz hv been fcking annoying rite? hahahaaha
any way thx for tolerating it x]

hmmm i've also realised over the weekend.. tht. my armour is breaking... incase u idiots nvr realise. my happiness, my high-ness... it's all my armour. u nvr nvr nvr nvr nvrr NVR noe wad's under it. u dunt want to either. =]

hmm.. anyway. let me make the point of today GUYS ARE VEGETABLES. YES THT'S RITEEE... UR VEGETABLES. ALL U GUYS OUT THRE!! U ARE VEGESSSS!!! ur only humanwhen ur acting <333 or if ur ghey. & i mean homo ghey. not hapy ghey.

SORRY ETHEL!!!!

2008-04-12T22:02:00.003+08:00

today.... had band. not as bad as i tot it wuld be.

ya quite good actually... i tink.

anyway....

SORRRRRRRY ETHELLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i noe i promised i'd b thre to cheer. but
MY MUM DIN ALLOW ME TO GO!! cz of the bldy exams in 2 weeks tym... haix. wad a bitch rite?

any ways IM SOO SOO SOO SOO SORRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!! TTz

I HOPE YOU BOTH GET TOGETHER.
SMILEY FACE =D

I MISS IT SOOO MUCH!

2008-04-11T21:25:00.002+08:00

again. hi. i'm too lazy to do font today. cuz... it's freakin 9.25 pm. n i'm freaking tired from band.

anyway. ya was surfing the net n stuff. as usual. den i decided to check on frenster. oh yipeee. anyway. i joined the SHPS group thing. or wadeva shyt. [yes i'm in a bad mood]
ya n i read the posts n stuff.......n i realized... how much i miss st hilda's although i only joined in p5.

i miss SO MANY THINGS.....

i miss...

my friends... p5 n p6. I MISS U ETHEL.REGENT.MELODYNG. DONNA-DUCK. TTY. XIN YI.POH YEE.GLEN KOH (although u did call me a slut == ).XUDONG.LYDIA.HUEIYUEN.YING YAN (even though we din tok in p6 when we havent met after 6 years...but u were my best fren in kindergarden. n i'll always remember u). preethi.christina.kenny AND sandeep( cuz u caused a really funny episode in chloe's life and gave me smth to fight about in class) YUN HAO (for being quite an ok guy sitting next to. n flicking a booger at chloe cuz i felt pissed at her)

my friends tht i met in US. UWAHHH! CASSSIAAA!!! I REALLY MISS U LOADSS!!! n GALEN!AND KAREN KWAN.(now in shss i tink? i saw u at the registration thingy remember?) OMG i noe u guys wun b able to read dis n all. but... I REALLY MISS U LYK HELL.
TAYLOR MACentire??? idk hw to spell ur name!!! TAYLOR EVORETT.

thre's still MYRON. for making me understand hyper active kids. i'm sry i was ever mean to u. JOEY. for being a nice person i guess ==

i miss all my teachers!! mrs raith. mrs james. ms joyce tan. MRS DIEUUU! the 2 chen lao shi's. MS GINA TANNNNNN [mrs ou?]!!!!

i miss so many things....mannnn....if only tym could be turned back...

mayb. if i ever become a scientist i'd invent the tym machine.

well goin to go slp now. cuz thre's band agn tmr. jz sec 2's only . omg. tht means me n brenda only. DIE. o well. PRAY TO GOD NTH HAPPENS. TTz

to all frenz.

2008-04-10T21:23:00.003+08:00

haiii.
jz finished watching disney channel movie! <3
the fox and the hound.
AIYOOO SO SADD OKAYY?! it was toking duno wad best fren thing la
ya so i wanted to let all my frenz noe. tht no matter how pissed off i seem or wadeva. ur always my fren. ya...i might say 'i hate u. go away forever.' or ssmth along tht line. but i'm sry i get pissed by the littlest things lyk HOW SOME PPL DITCH ME DURING RECCESS AND AFTER SCHOOL...

ya... smth lyk tht... okok

but i do want to say a few things to certain ppl.

to:
2 ppl. pls...pls..PLS STOP BEING PARASITES.
a person stop being so fair weathered
a person stop mugging so damn hard. n stop memorizing or recite things in front of my face! i feel so stupid ok. n anyway it still annoys the crap out of me.
a person stop stop stop stop bugging me n selling me out. u suck ballz for tht!!! [gah. i feel freakin emo cuz of u n another person]
a person thx for hearing me bitch all these while n not spilling =D ILOVEYOU!!! [ i m not lesbo]
a person. i miss u so much rite now!!! [ no no.it's not a boy. it's a girl. I M NOT LESBO. I NOE WAD UR THINKING!]

tht's kinda it. u can guess hu the ppl are. =] have fun

pls do noe i love each and every1 of u. my darling frenz.
all the best for any coming tests =DD

i'm too lazy to do font today sry!

ASSHOLES

2008-04-09T20:01:00.004+08:00

U ASSHOLES!!!

1st. i'd lyk to conclude tht...

SMART ASSES HAVE SEVERE SOCIAL PROBLEMS!!!
it's ok hwei yen!! i'll save u!! i'll bring u for ur 1st neos rite aftr CA's kayy? =D

Next..

U STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID NUS HIGH GUYS!

HOW DARE U RATE ME 2.5?!!!!!! i tink i at least deserve a 3.5 or smth. no. 4.

i deserve a 4. CUZ I M NOT A FREAKING AHLIAN TRYING TO BE PRETTY

i'll prove it!! AHHH

i noe dis pic is SOOOO ZILIAN LA!. i TOTdeleted all my zilian pics.but heyy-hoo here's one. fking scary. but it's for u to rate u nush asswipes.

omg. i hv no idea hw or hu took dis. but i'm keeping it. cuz it's a maid's coustume =DD

i cant find others. cuz i seldom take pics of me alone ==

anywayy super wee-ers la.goin for mrs chan tuition groups! YAY!!! <3333

well tht's it for today.

SAIL AROUND THE WORD & TELL THE WHOLE WORLD TO KEEP SINGING IT. LALALALALALALALA!!

THROW UR ARMS ARND SUM1. & MAYB SPREAD ALITTLE LOVEEE! I NOE IT SOUNDS ALITTLE DUMB. BUT ALL WE NEED IS SOME ICE-CREAM AND A HUGGG!!! =DD

JUST FOR U.

2008-04-06T21:03:00.005+08:00

k ppl u guys dun hv to read dis. it's actually meant for someone. only ONE PERSON. yea
cuz i dun hv the guts to tell u in person. n cuz i've been listening to click five's 1st album.

dis song is specially CHANGED FOR U.

clickfive. justthegirl.

i'm spazed and retarded cuz i don't know what i'm doin.
i get high on chocolates.. are u sure that u noe me?
i noe we've been friends. but it's only a few months

Strange as it seems. i'm the one u'r after

Am i bittersweet? Do i knock u off of ur feet?

Am I the only 1? i noe thre's many others

i'm a mystery.i dun even noe much 'bout me

and y do u keep comin' back for more?

i am NOT the girl u'r lookin' for...

-the end-

seriously. i m not the one for u.

ULY~!

2008-04-06T18:57:00.010+08:00

back in 2002.
quite recently... after skool syndrome ._.

the drills of today:
-music tuition.
-church
-sakea sushi!!! <33

DAD UR TOO SHORT! well ya. and u wana see his fren?

nth much today == sian. but u noe i TRIED TO STUDY. in ULY'S ROOM. from 2 onwards? but u noe wad? THT ARSE WUN LET ME LISTEN TO MUSIC and u noe wad happens when i dun listen to music while studying?

music+homework &stuff=mugging

homework&stuff - music =snooze

so i slept. from.... 2 to 6 .___________."" damn cant slp tonite.

btw i nd ur opinion. is telling half the truth = lies?

i dun tink so .____. lies=not the truth

half the truth is STILL THE TRUTH. juz not the entire thing... but still. hmmmmm =/

ya. uly wants to be introduced so....i'll intro him .__.""

SUPER hairy legs @@!!!!
lmao lmao lmao! this was during facial
we're abit racist. SO WAD?! hobo tym

this is my beloved bro. ULYSSES CHONG MING ZHEN. although i nvr say it. i love u kor~! <3>=[

we do alot of crazy crap and stuff. i'm glad i hv a bro =] really happy. although u piss me off bad at tyms. n yes. i do bitch about u in skool. i'm sure u do to >.>
well.ya. thx uly. thx for being my advisor.my counseller.my bitch-ing fren. my retarded partner in crime. and etc. most of all. THX FOR BEING THRE FOR ME =]

Speech day.

2008-04-05T20:57:00.008+08:00

HEYYYYYS PPL~

today was speech day, and ya... woke up at. 5.45am. omg so early == ya.... den 30 min to get ready left home at 6.40am.... ya den blah! go to skool n u noe wad? i spoilt my mum's stocking. damn the velcro. ]:3
i was labelled - pengorse. half penguin half horse, xD bcuz of the skirt side thingy-me-gigs and ofcoz the fact i hv to pull my skirt so freaking high cuz the jacket thing was tooooooo small == yes. pengorse. u noe wad sound it makes? smth lyk dis: 'errghhhhhkk'

ya we played the songs n blah blah blah. i kinda 4got some notes. n stuff.. lawls. it wasn't tht hot compared to the practices .___."""" but ya. had fun.lawl i did the chicken dance today. LAWL! in the...eh...flag pole in front space thre la. lolx! wif songwei singing the melody n nabb doing the bass. wif help frm dada-dearest holding my baobei horn.

at the end we had...sandwiches?

AND DID THE CHICKEN DANCE AGAIN!!! gerldyn did some kinda broadway-grapevine-act-thing. look so cute. lolx.
.______." ya... and we took pics! yay?

sec 2's & 3's

i went home with tht horrible high heels duno wad shyt shoe la. den kena 2 blisters ==
ya... den i played guitar heroes. b4 goin high on white choco which uly gave me == n picking Su Su (suhang=uly's gf?) ya frm simei mrt. == it rained on the way.... n we had to go through many obstecales. eg:

anyway yea. met su at longjohn's. rofl?

nth much the rest of today except for the exceptionally BIG DARK BOOM BOOM CLOUD OVER MY HEAD... and nat's. yea it was lyk BOOOOM CRACKLE CRACKLE BOOM BOOOM. *drift gloom* .
so basically. i rotted today. my brain rotted today. no mood to mug (as if i ever had == )

ya n to marcus tang. pls dun spam my tag board =D
i noe i suck. but u noe wad???? i dun giv a shyt about it [ BIG SMILEY FACE]

sports day

2008-04-04T16:51:00.011+08:00

today was.... sports day. [omg no way] it was oso NINA CHIA YING YING's BDAY [HOLY CRAP!]

yup... u noe wad tht means... ANOTHER OLD WOMAN! =O! omg omg omg. WE HV ENUFF OLD PPL IN SG ALRDY OKKAYYY?!

well anyways. got high on choco. hehehehehehhehehe. dada said... tht..... poky givs u cancer! OMG! Y?!!!!!! it's so.. yummy... ~~~
yay for choco. but i want lyk u noe... the hershey's cookies'n'cream choco bar? or the mars cookie'n'cream ones? THEY ARE SO GODLYYYY!!! iluvcookies'n'creamstuff<3

ppl...fyi.
CHOCO MAKES DA WORLD GO ROUND.N ROUND N ROUND N ROUND N ROUND N ROUND N ROUND N ROUND N ROUND N ROUND N ROUND N ROUND....

until mother earth gets so damned hyper and...
WWWWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
it eventually starts bouncing n some how skyrocket off to some other galaxy. (PPPPPPPPPPPIIIIIIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW) *fly away*

well anyways. back to subject. sports day.. .hmmm highlights
hwei hwei danced with my friend BOB. he's invinsible. u cnt see him. HE IS NOT AN IMAGINARY FREN! he's reall okayy. n hwei danced with him. hahaha (such a nice couple <3>

i love mass dance. especailly the CHICKEN DANCE! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee-ers!

ya. we had section pics n stuff =]
fyi. i tied 2 ponytails. CUZ I FELT LYK IT!
the original sec 2 batch

sec 3's

nab & songwei wanted to take wif me =="

sec 1's

me n dada! the remainding sec2s
sectional =D
im sry! i dun hv the sec 4's pics!!! i'll upload it soon....

well ya our class won..er champion over the class thingy? idk. but we tied wif 2e7 =[ n dey wanted to keep the bloody trophy. n everyone was pissed n yaadadadadada.

N YAY FOR MITCH! she helped the class =DDD! I LOVE U MITCH!! (i m straight okaaayyy!)

sigh* tmr is speech day! omg! got to wear the uniform!!! AHHHHHH!